Thanks for all these birthday wishes! Let me try using English to write something about my thoughts and feelings today, in order to let all of my friends on facebook to be able to read it.
Just now in the office while most of my colleague has left to home, I sat down with 2 remaining senior and we have some talks. One of them ask me:"Hey, what's your birthday wishes?" About an hour before, my dear colleagues bought me a cake and wish me happy birthday, they sang me birthday song and I blow off the candlelight. I think for a moment and say: "Nothing much, i wish my friends and family will always be in peace and stay healthy." He says this is too lame, why don't you just wish all mankind peace and healthy. I say I did thought of that too.
A little to my surprise, I found that in fact, I didn't expect too much for my 26th years old birthday, nor I feel both excited or sad about it. I didn't expect anybody giving me birthday present (where I recevie none), or asking me out for birthday gathering. After finishing my work, I drive back slowly, thinking that both is not what I really want. If there's choices, I'll prefer to do see or experience diffrent things. Example, going into a country severely damaged by natural disaster and write a good piece of work, enter warzone to experience the life and death of human, or climbing Gunung Tahan with few of my good friends. In fact, I can't really tell what I want, but that's among the few things I can think of.
Then, with the everyday similiar scenery crossing by the car window, I felt that isn't a birthday present something too childish and romantic? Does it means that I'm getting a little older then before? or I've already gone through an important period of my life and there'll be no more turning back.
People always has two rather diffrent kind impression on me, while I'm 23, some says I look like 27, and some ask me if I'm just 17, what a nasty kid! I know I'm physically 26, and that's all. I love reading and writing, I love doing sports especially badminton, I like to travel and meet people and start up a random conversation regardless its meaningful or not. I seldom party or go to pub, nor have much interest in searching out delicious foods around. Some people says I'm like an old guy, indeed, I prefer to walk into a shop to buy music album rather then buying it online. So, what's my age? In a moment I admit then I'm old, but then i don't really mind.
But anyway, I'm touched when I received the birthday cake and much birthday wishes that flooded my Facebook wall. Still, I can't imagine myself receive exactly none wishes at all during birthday! How pathetic it would be, being abandon by all mankind in the world (although I've wish them peace and healthy). The truth is, no matter how strong or fragile a person you're, everyone has to go through their life with the love from family and friends, without that, it would be rather meaningless, and also not possbile at all.
This would be the end of the story, forgive my poor English and thanks again for all the birthday wishes!
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