不要絕望。即使絕望就在你面前，即使你手裡就牢牢纏握著絕望。不要讓絕望蔓延了你所有的意志靈魂，不要自己就變成絕望本身；但你要感受，感受當絕望浸潤你脾肺胸臆的時刻；感受絕望停棲在你眉輪骨和緊咬的牙關間；感受絕望使你肋骨崩塌、耳鳴並逐漸弱視；感受絕望使你無夢甚至不知對生命驚愕…。但你仍要用靈魂凝視一個最後的光點，無論那是在你自己宇宙最深的中心，還是超越你自身的、你也不會述說的最遙遠處。那是上帝的眼睛。這樣你就從絕望這條路一直走到祂那裡；這樣你就瞭解絕望，知道你要信仰的，不是被信仰之物，而是信仰本身；你看到這些也曾經或正遭遇在別人身上，然後你就如同能辨識一種頻率一樣，聆聽無言的嘆息。
2004/1/2
Don’t be despair.
Even the despair is showing in front of you.
Or, entangled with your hands.
Don’t let the despair vine all your will and soul.
Don’t become to the despair in itself.
But may experience it.
When the despair infiltrated your organs;
When the despair perched on your brow
And, your gum gritted.
May experience it.
When the despair crumbled your ribs,
Made you tingle and amblyopic
And, made you dreamed no more,
Even wondered for life no more.
But, please
Keep a gaze on the last brightness,
No matter it is the core in your deepest inside,
Or, the place, which surpassed you can’t be told.
That is The Eye of God
Thus,
You will walk on a way of the despair to Him.
You will real understand the despair,
And, know you would faith the essence of belief but image.
You look the same things were or are encountered with others,
Thus, you will listen the noiseless sigh, as you are able to recognize one undulation.
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