十月十九日
終於約好貨運公司，把剩餘行李從舊房子全搬到家裡來，整理的時候忍不住翻看了日記和照片本，觸動了回憶。接下來幾天，心情一直無法平復，整天忽然掉淚，晚上無法睡眠，情緒特困擾的，然而會發現我失眠發帖馬上丟關心訊息來的人卻是阿傑。
在我告訴阿俊我在整理舊物這件事情之後，他再沒有發訊息過來。
我們失聯，整整四天 是認識以來歷時最長的一次。
我，被放掉了嗎？
ROK這樣寫：
Beware the Girl that Actually Likes You
“But I guarantee that you could count the number of girls on one handwho put you above themselves in life and would do anything for you, and werenot part of the cajoling-required 99.9% …
I’ve done a lot of bad things in my life. But the one that keeps me upat night is the one girl’s life I utterly destroyed because I didn’t identify,let alone believe, she actually liked me that much. That she really wasn’t ahuman like me capable of emotion, care, compassion or love, but just a “sillystupid girl” that I was fooling real good. It’s one thing if you hit anotherperson’s car or you accidentally run over a person’s cat, but when you hurtsomebody, no matter how carelessly, who genuinely loves you there’s nothing youcan do to undo that pain or make it better. And that is a specter that willhaunt you for life.
… this particular sphere is notone for forgiving women, feeling sorry for them, or having empathy for them.Nor is it about “looking for the one” or lamenting “the one that got away.”However, if there is a token bit of wisdom I can pass on to help younger menenjoy a better life than I did, it would be to NOT let the 99.9% of standardAmerican and western floozies brainwash you so much that you are blinded to theprecious and few 0.1% that would make your lives better.”
“For me, game is initially a skill that you learn that eventuallybecomes second nature to you … You get to a point where you are advanced,skipping steps. You still fuck up here and there (stall), but eventually whenyou meet a girl you just start gaming her without realizing it. It becomes apart of who you are …
I’m not a player; just a flawed man looking for love in a world wherepeople are unable to accept one another for who they are.
Rather than present the best side of myself, I merely act as I please.The art of un-picking up girls is to avoid seeking any relationship with theweaker sex, which means the women I do end up with are there because they wantto be and not because I want them to be there.”
G Manifesto這樣寫：
“The True Art of The Game is How to Un-Pick up Girls:
Ideally, you want her to “break up” with you (girls are just likelawyers, you have to be one step ahead and make them think it is their idea),but you don’t want to piss the girl off so much that you can never swoop heragain. The key is being able to “back-burner” girls so you are able to swoopthe girls again down the road. (And swoop her fly friends). If you can throw afly girl on the team, she can be a gift that keeps on giving.
Techniques: Smoking, Aloof Game, Heater, Travel, Other Girls, Drugs,Success Stories, Never Two Nights in a Row, Serial Killer. [Bang, Rinse andRepeat] If the girl doesn’t mind all theabove techniques, she is probably a cool girl and you should date her.
She’s a keeper.
At least for a while.”
Ye, Im a keeper, I’d probably survive all that, But Seriously, Who Fucking Cares?
If he’s a player, he won’t give a damn about what he is missing, plus, he’s already got a keeper, he doesn’t need another one.
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