Underneath Your Clothes 殞落的紅鑾星

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2009.06.20

 

The end: 2009.06.18(USA time) 2009.06.19(Taiwan time)

Thank you for staying with me these two years, both of us knew we really had great time. Everyone was shocked when I told them and keep blaming on me, you can see you were a really good GF cause everyone likes you even more than me haha. Now you can save more time for yourself without me, enjoy it and you know I will still be here for you anytime.

 

That night I went out with Duda and Aline after to have something to drink, I felt peaceful and relief that I’ve never have before. Though we still need each other so much that’s why I am not sad and I believe so do you. I haven’t cry yet so far just feel kind of empty, couldn’t call you mama anymore.

 

I didn’t tell you that the Tom boy from work fell in front of me in the slide and hit her head, then was in unconscious right away. I slide down to check her if she is still fine cause I was at the top and she was at the bottom. of the same slide. I blow three whistles then managers came, they sent her to ambulance and I was been called to back to office to write statement of witness and that was the second time for me to write it. I never knew my first whistle is for my friend and it was not only one, it was emergency three. I didn’t feel good after that, and there were couple of lifeguards passed out in a row in the following days. I am really afraid of hearing whistles right now but I still have to work there around the whistles. That’s why I don’t like to share things here.

 

Listening to 昊恩家家now, that’s the music I was listening to when you left Taiwan. “我好想妳，我好愛妳” made me cry at that time, and make me cry now as well, finally there are tears came out.

 

I don’t know how to type or speak Chinese now, I even speak English to my Hong Kong roommate when I told her we broke up. They are kind of worry about me now cause they said I don’t look good but I think I am fine. Anyway I am going to walk around now, maybe to the pool at resorts.

 

Wish you all the best.

 

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