Today is October 11, 2009.
I went to bed very late last night, like almost 3 am in the morning, that’s why I slept till almost noon. I always say “Hello” when I answered the phone at the first month after I was back from the states cause I always think Duda or Frances or some other people would call me. And one of my friends told me that I have to jump out from the life in Orlando then I started to answer the phone in Chinese. It’s been three months already after the amazing life there and I though I could get better and better from it but actually I didn’t.
This noon my phone rang and woke me up, I though it’s someone from work so I picked it up and answered hello in Chinese then suddenly somebody said “Lawrry?” I jumped off my bed and fell down, it was Duda. I couldn’t believe it and though I might still dreaming but I wasn’t. That’s Alines, Duda and Ninivie, they were in San Paulo having tequila and obviously drunk but I dun fucking care! Aline was screaming that she misses me and loves me, Ninivie said something but the signal was too noisy and I couldn’t hear them clearly. Duda told me she wishes I was there and that tore my heart apart. We hanged up the phone after around 5 mins screaming, I sat on my bed and stared at the windows in front of me, tears dropped down from my face. My parents went to Japan two days ago so I am home alone by myself and I was crying like crazy in the next hour. My English got poor and poor and that makes me so sad, I even couldn’t express how I felt! I was so damn happy and sad at the same time and that was the happiest 5 mins in these three months. It felt like we were in F bus going to HOB and talking about crazy things in the bus.
I dunno how to describe this kind of feeling, you know we were all came from different countries and gathered together but understand each other so so so much. And we were trying so hard to know more about others’ cultures, I would like to keep it for good!
Girls I love you all and wish you all have fun in San Paulo, keep me in your hearts and have some tequila for me, I won’t get drunk this time I promise!
This freaking Asian loves and misses you all too much
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