大概小學二年級某天晚上的時候，我以為自己是皇帝的轉世。
本來飯菜都是我自己添的，不過有了這樣的念頭之後，就一直指使媽媽幫我添飯。
可是沒甚麼用，10天之後我就知道這實在非常蠢而又招致怨恨，立時也就不這麼想了。
Heaven and Hell
Doesthe heaven and Hell exist?
Today, I come here not for telling you I am another Jesus or for somespecific reasons. Just only sharing about what I am thinking and the impressions after I read ‘Heaven and Hell’.
In Taiwanese society and Chinese culture, talking about this question will frighten your elders. Some traditional concepts already rooted in their mind. I remember the first time I started to think about this question, I asked my dad ‘Does the heaven and Hell exist?’ My father was very confused and said ‘What’s wrong with you? Definitely, it does not exist.’ ‘How do you know, you have not died? ’This question totally irritated my father. ‘Stop talking nonsense’ although my father gave me a slap, I was not upset at all. I kept asking others. ‘Hey, mom,how is the world after I die? ’ My mother, who is farmer’s daughter said ‘don’t tell me anything about death! ’ . My parents can’t help me. So, later, when I grow up, I started to search for the answer in the book. From the science course, I learn that. At beginning of universe, there was an explosion before fifteen hundred hundred million years. But, you just imagine that, a box and a ball inside the center of box. When the ball exploded, the box will break up.Everyone understands it. However, our universe didn’t work like that. When the universe exploded, it just extended and kept extending until now. If you look at two star 100 million years ago, and you will find out now that the distance between two stars is much father. What’s mean? It means that we are flying away from the center of the universe. Can you believe that? Universe can extend unlimitedand seemed to be never end. But what is the space outside the universe? All of this makes me believe that there is the one existing. An ant never knows I am looking at him, I am smiling at him.For the one, we are the ants.
‘Heaven and Hell’ tell me there are three different worlds after I die. Heaven, Hell, and Soul. After I leave my body, I will be led by two or more angels, to the Soul world and waiting over there. In the soul world, you really don’t need to worry about salary, food, boss, and how other people look at you. Once you free from these limitations, the real you will show up. Taking you to the soul world is easy. But the question is how to differentiate where you belong? Simply, it depends on your motivation. Your behaviors are controlled by the desires or your actions based on the pure motivation. The one knows you should go to hell or heaven. You can’t pretend or hide in the name o f truth. Both of the one and you know.
The people who live in hell are very ugly. Their face is twisted, like animals. They beat, punch, hurt, hate, enslave, rape, kill, and murder others. I was shocked. And ask myself did I am controlled by my desires? Last Friday night, at this meeting, I had been asked by Joseph ‘what would you do when you can be invisible? ’. Without any hesitation I said ‘I will follow the girl who I love.’ This answer really shows one of my desires. I can’t deny inmy deepest mind because I am. A little desire is O.K. But, when your behaviors are controlled by the desires all in your life, you belong to hell.
The people who live in the heaven are very beautiful, like angel. They told writer. The key to enter the heaven is pure motivation. Dr. Kim, who devoted himself to human right; Gandhi, who lead India to be independent from England. Their action based on the pure motivation. But I don’t want to be killed, or recorded by history. So I skip this superman part. The story of saving others. I had ever been saved by a dog. When I looked at that dog, I feel avery strong connection between me and that dog, unbelievable. So I ask myself,did I ever show my pure motivation recently? Oh, I think the answer is yes but I am not pretty sure. Several weeks ago I watched a film, which is Judy’s second price speech. I immediately know that I should do something for her. So,I spent two days to do something for her, and you can see it in FJUTM blog. Judy, can I ask you a question? Do you feel that there is a strong connection between you and me, at that moment? When your behaviors are full of love, you belong to heaven.
Now, I still don’t know the heaven does exist or not. But, I think pure motivation is really what I should persuade in my life. When it comes into my rmind, I just shut up and do it. To my friend, my lover, my family, my club, even the strangers.
Then, ‘does the heaven and hell exist or not?’ is not important anymore. Because you already become a living angel.
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