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My last 20 something birthday.

My first birthday with S.

 

去年二八年華,但覺生活順坦美好,唯一美中不足的便是身畔懸空的男友位置。當時,怎麼也沒想到這世上會有一個這樣的他,陪我度過屬於情人的生辰。那麼,現在的我是否應該感恩?感謝天地間竟然有這樣一個人,這麼湊巧地在適當的時間空間出現,糾纏住我所有的目光,讓我的喜怒哀樂變得這樣敏感、脆弱而強烈的人。

 

那麼,為什麼我還不感到滿足?是什麼讓我的心悵然忐忑?

 

有種心疼,無以名狀,唯有任其醞釀,在心頭熬成纏綿的傷口。

有種感動,難以言喻,便像心湖泛開的陣陣漣漪,一派溫柔蕩漾。

 

有時會想,自己是否愛得太投入?是否該把專注在他身上的目光移向別處?這世上可愛的人事物何其多!要快樂又有何難!就像從前沒認識他時,我一個人同親人朋友們樂也融融的不也過得很好?

 

可有時又會想,人生這麼短促而不可預料,縱然這一刻能夠相戀,但誰又曉得兩人可以相守多久呢?如果在擁有的時候沒有盡力去愛,上天會否因我的不夠努力而讓我後悔呢?再退一萬步想,誰又知道我這專注的興頭能維持多久,該愛的時候不愛,空負好時光呵!

 

人生每個階段都有應當專注的事,瞻前顧後無謂之至。

就像我向來奉行的:Work hard, play hard and love with all your heart.

既然此刻天地間春意正熾,自當不辜負這戀戀紅塵!

 

台長: 雪凌

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Me
Dear F,
I`m sorry for being late to greet you Happy Birthday. Wish you all the best and have a joyful mind all the time.
Do you remember that my age is similar than yours. I hope that next year I can also write a similar article like yours above.
With Love,
M
2009-05-29 13:33:34
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Will I be your selected reader?
2009-06-29 17:35:24
Me
P.S.:戀上你的文 (文章!)
2009-05-29 13:34:46
Me
Of course. I also wanna share with you my feeling.
You`re so nice to be my listener and reader :)
But up till now, my mind is just like a plain white paper... I wanna tell you interesting things! I am trying to explore myself, in fact I don`t quite understand myself.
More of the time, I am a naive and mindless girl, often too emotional but never constructive.
I always disappointed people surrounding me. I care the people who treat me well, but at the same time too fear to lose their confidence and love on me. :)
I have lots to learn and to improve!
2009-07-09 13:07:06
Me
typo, &quotmost of the time&quot
2009-07-09 13:08:21
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