From New York to East Bay May 2005~ August 2007 Two years, from Upper West Manhattan to East Bay San Francisco. Our steps went through sentiment NYC to sunny California. Two years past by, we never stop exploring. Experiencing life together And this is ”From New York to East Bay”

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Now I don’t wanna say anything cuz I don’t know whom should I believe. I guess I could understand how Sara in Prison Break felt. She put her trust in Scofield but this trust turned out to be nothing but betrayal. I tried to trust someone but now I felt like being used again. I felt really depressed. Who was saying the truth? Who was lying? Actually this had nothing to do with me. What I care is whether I am cheated again. Don’t make me lose all confidence in human being. Don’t betray what I have put in this friendship. No one forced me to be good to anyone. It was me who decided to offer some comfort. Because I had been to this similar situation, I understood how terrible it could be. Therefore, I was there to be a listener. Just as so I was there to be a friend. Until the very last minute, I still chose to believe but I didn’t know what this trust might bring to me. Being involved in other’s affair wasn’t what I expected at the first place. I am not saying I did nothing wrong; neither did I feel regret to what I’ve done. My sister was right. I can never be smart enough to see through other’s mind. As long as there is something kept in dark, no one will know the truth. I decided to give myself several days to think all these through. Before I come to a conclusion, please don’t say anything. The truth belongs to you all. I ain’t in that relationship. All I want is recapture of my confidence in friendship.

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Marlene Dumas. (South African, born 1953). Chlorosis (Love sick). 1994. Ink, gouache, and synthetic polymer paint on paper, each sheet 26 x 19 1/2” (66.2 x 49.5 cm). The Herbert and Nannette Rothschild Memorial Fund in memory of Judith Rothschild. © 2006 Marlene Dumas