From New York to East Bay May 2005~ August 2007 Two years, from Upper West Manhattan to East Bay San Francisco. Our steps went through sentiment NYC to sunny California. Two years past by, we never stop exploring. Experiencing life together And this is ”From New York to East Bay”

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Sometimes love just ain’t enough
Courage is also what we need
To be brave enough to fall in love
To be strong enough to fall apart

I still remember the conversation we had on that sunny summer afternoon…

“Will you tell someone you love him if that guy has been already seeing someone else?”

“……..”

“I feel so confused. There is a girl…I’ve been loving her for a long time but she already has a boyfriend and they are going to get married this fall. I know I should feel happy for her…but jealous has overwhelmed my heart…I wish I could be the one seeing her walking down the aisle…”

“……….”
How could I answer your question? I knew whom you were talking about. My heart was torn into pieces when listening to your confession. I wished I could say “I would.” “Yes, I would tell that guy I love him the same. So just go and tell her you love her.” But eventually, I didn’t. I pretended myself well and gave you another answer.

“I understand it’s difficult. But I will never let him know that I love him cuz I don’t wanna hurt the other girl. She did nothing wrong to deserve this.”

“………”
Your looked disappointed even though you were trying to cover it. You said nothing just remained silent.

Friend, can I call you my friend? You know both of us can never be selfish enough to build our own happiness on others’ tears. Actually this is what I like you to be. You are considerate and always nice. Sometimes, love is more complicated than we know. I was happy but sad to hear what you said. It must take you a lot of courage to do so. Dear friend, thank you so much for letting me know. I will never forget what you have given to me.