Deep Sorrow... 我愛你 卻已經無法再為你寫詩...

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當你說你覺得我只活在自己的世界讓你不高興的時候，你讓我看見自己的悲哀。

你能理解那樣甩不開的寂寞與孤獨感嗎？

當我接近人群的時候，由心中所擴散出來的那種不安全感與莫名恐懼，我想，對你這樣熱愛吵雜環境的人來說，你不會懂。

於是，你才能輕易的，彷彿義無反顧般的放棄。

你受歡迎，你是萬人迷，我卻覺得自己跟這世界格格不入，於是踏不出自己所佈下的重重結界，跟你們的世界連不上線，於是，我只能活在自己的世界。

你說就讓我自己一個人，不再跟我有任何交集的時候，你能期望我說些甚麼？

曾經有個人，因為我無法自在的接近人群，於是，脫口而出我是心裡病態，建議我去看心理醫生的時候，所謂的人與人之間的關係對我來說，就已經無所謂了，所以我，在你說出那樣的話的時候，才能頭也不回的離開。

這就是所謂的人與人之間的關係啊！脆弱的不堪一擊，脆弱的無法包容任何一丁點的不完美，只是，所謂的不完美，其實也是一種完美，不是嗎？

我覺得難過，也許不是因為你說要當作彼此不認識，而是因為明知道人與人之間的關係本就這樣不能信任，我卻還是希望可以說些甚麼，可以做些甚麼，別讓自己再失去一個朋友。

我覺得難過，因為總是活在自己的世界走不出來，讓自己連基本的友誼關係都處理不來。

會過去的，我想，即使我總是活在自己一個人的世界，我也會想辦法讓自己很好。

謝謝你的分享，這是好聽的音樂，好聽的聲音，我的新的，療傷系。

Leona Lewis - Better in time

 

 

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realise that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: X2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time