燏廿十五 了解我的人就知我很喜歡寫東西 懂我的人就知我骨子裡的堅持與叛逆 我的世界我的地盤 寫我想寫的，說我想說的 小小的自信但不狂妄 小小的固執但不偏頗 我的想法你可以不認同，但那是我的主觀看法 你可以選擇不看或有自己的想法，但那是你的 這兒容許意見分享但不容許批判 或許寫的是平凡的生活鎖事 或許寫的是愛情的死去活來 或許寫的是故意的矯情造作 我只要一個完完全全屬於我的自由創作

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Do you ever think : 「do I want to be know or not be know?」
Every body hope can be know by everyone,
but sometimes you need yourself privacy.
I always like to play and arrange msn space,
I think it’s very popular nowadays.
I am a very contradictory girl,
I hope to be care but I don’t want to be know by everyone sometimes,
I want to keep myself secret, that is me so strange.
Maybe to say that ,
I only want to be know by close friends, family and my boy.

Yesterday my high school classmate ask me :
「do u have boyfriend? I heard he is a very special man and how do you know ?」
The first response of mine is angry and feel not good, have a misesteem feeling.
I think, if someone have any question ,
why don’t ask me rather than to say it behind my back?
People always like to talk rumor.
Finally, he said that he is looking my msn space,
then guess I have boyfriend, nobody talk him anything about me.
Is it truth? I doubt it deeply.
Then after he know my bf is a foreign , he blame me.
He said:「I’m not child but still like a babe.」
And the foreign almost are make some mistakes then they be a teacher in Taiwan. They often so realistic, and you are not true love, you will get hert.
I think,
「does a Taiwanese must be true love, don’t hurt me?」
No, the answer is no.
You should not regard all the foreign as a bad man.,
and love should not be limited.
I don’t understand why he said it .

Then I talk to my other friends.
my “old dad”, he said a very interest and considerable words.
He said when I ask why that mean I don’t firm enough ,
you still care others view.
It calls absolute relationship.
After deliberate thinking, I decide to delete all bout private message.
Do you know why?
Many people too protect to truth.
They wear a mask to face society, but hollow out others secret.
But I am a simple and honest people, I don’t like to cheat or scheme.
Another sides, I really feel not good about this.
The result of too honest is getting hurt.
Finally I cancel many many message about me.
But I still write down in here.
If you want to know me , I think you can find me, right?