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  I am lonely with facing all this by myself. Because I chose not to tell. Every time when I am alone making me to blame myself's reckless for that one time stupid joy all way long. And dying this idea invade to my mind cannot get it out. I don't how much time I still have. I am scared. I was healthy. I seldom got sick. I never had to worry too much about my body until now. But I wish I will die in a accidence. Fast and sudden. No any chance to rescue. Then barry all these with me. Never will be known what I have. But I feel sorry for one I love and who love me so much more. Because I don't have healthy body and enough time to company them and share their happiness. All I will bring to them are only sadness and unfortunateness. I chose not to tell because I don't want they worry about me. It's a burden, a sin. Let me carry it all by myself is enough. Please don't let anyone drag down by me. Dear god, I pray. Please bless the people I love and who love me. I pray...

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台長： Dominick