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Helplessness

  I feel the way much better today after taking the medication. I don't know it's because the strategy working or my body adjusted to it already. I don't even feel any side effect like I used to be so far. Hopefully, keep it this way. And I wish the drug working on the strain of virus in my body. No any resistance at all. I pray.


  And I am continuous taking some chinese herbal supplement. I took them 2 hours apart  from the medication instead of together for preventing affecting absorption and reaction. I never so concern of my body like this ever. I don't know it's good thing or bad. But what I noticed myself some personality and life style change. A little hypervigilance right now. I am kinda infection phobia. I wear mask once I leave home, wash hands once I touched whatever, never eat or drink after whoever, shower twice a day, clothe change once I sweat or came back from outside, floor have to be map everyday, dust cannot be surround me anytime. One thing bothering me is going to the gym. I cannot wear the mask when I am doing the exercise. I am trying to stay away from the crowd.  I keep a distance from others in case really have to talk. I think I almost have agoraphobia. I cannot say what's the appropriate way to avoid any opportunist infection. But immune system subside like me cannot afford any chance of risk bringing from others. 

  There were some skin problem on me right now is a good example for my  over concern. They started I found out I got infected by HIV. I thought they were just pimples. But they were getting worst and spreading from back to chest. Turning red and pus, then hurting me. No antibacteria cream were working probably. I showed it to the doctor last time. He said they look like Stayphylococcus infection to him. I read some article from internet. It's usually a normal flora of human skin. It can be either my immune system compromise or got it from others. Especially I have high awareness of hygiene. Anti-bacterial soap help very minimum. The doctor gave me cephalexin for it. They do look fading away a little bit. But still embed on skin without fully dry out yet. I just hope that doctor is right and gave me the right medication which can eliminate all these and don't leave too obvious scar. 


  

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