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12/17/05

12/12/05 was my 2nd chemo treatment.

Again, long delay - 3.5 hours get to see the doctor, then short wait for chemo.

Vomited only once around 3am the following morning, not too bad, I could even get up the following day.

My mouth taste starts to change so everything is bitter, heartburn, I am also losing my hair, cold, even with hat.

The problem is my scalp hurts a lot, I didn’t want to touch it so I can’t shave it..

Sleepless nights make me tired and anxious, I have no patience with anything, can’t stand any noise or any smells

My hands colors are so dark, just like I am wearing a pair of brown gloves.

I think I am somehow swelling or maybe eat too much ... anyway, very ugly that I don’t even want to see the mirror.

Jeannie was so sweet to prepare the special chicken soup for me, I told her I was so ugly and preferred not to see anyone when she called, what I didn’t realize was she simply dropped off the food at my front door and didn’t even rang my bell....

It was a tough week but c’est la vie! I will survive because God is with me and your prayers are supporting me..

”凡勞苦擔重擔的可以到我這裡來，我就使你們得安息”