Since all of my frds are busy doing their exams, I decided to write my diary in Eng becuz no one is gonna read it anyways ^^
I face my dilemma again, which I don’t really know what to choose in my life~~
My problem is slightly simple, but the outcome can be really effective to my life cuz it is related to my University
My block C --> I have two choices between Japanese and AP Calculas, (which is 微積分 and prepare for university)
These two, of course, I’m more interested in Jpese becuz it’s a popular language for most Asian ^^
TWese ppl all know a bit about Jpese becuz of those drammas T_T
About my issue for Math, although I got a ”not bad” marks for math 12, i do not like math !!!!
Yet, a part of myself is thinking, ”oh, well~ Math isn’t that hard~Maybe I should give it a try”
There are 2 voices in my mind, one wants relaxation and the other wants hard-working
I really don’t know what to choose for myself, but i do not want to influence by my frds!
Am I a smart girl? as I always doubt... i have no clue about what I’m doing to my life....
Time processes.... and my life goes on and on without my knowing
Am I wasting my life? Probably ~!
but who does not waste their time when they are young?
Everyone does !!
So why bother thinking those irritating dilemmas?
My goal of going to the best University is killing me due to various ways.....
Anyways, after considering my ”life” carefully, I decided to take calculus instead of Jp becuase Jp does not apply me anything toward my university goal.......
In the end, I hope I’ve made the right choice...
but u know... becuz it is my own choice, I will not blame anyone for the ”cause”
and I hope all my friends ”out there” can wish me gd luck on my new semester ~!!!!!
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