2009 -- what do i want? End of 2008, I need to re-think of myself

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model train......my dream toy since i was around 14 yrs old...

i like train since i saw it first time...i don't remember exactly the time but maybe it's becoz i lived next to the MTR station.

at the time when i was 14 yrs old, i remmebered i tried to save money to buy a set of model train. the price at that time was around HKD$1000 selling in SOGO. i thought if i would save $300 a month and after 3 months i would make it. but after the first month, u know during this month how hard my life was, i gave up. everyday i just spent around $10, buying a drink and sandwich for whole day.

after that, i hadn't thought about it again.......since 1 yr ago...
u know, i taught violin for 3 yrs and be honest, it's a well paying job. even though i just taught as a part-time teacher, i would earn the salary same as a full-time general business jobs. one day i hang around on the street and found a model train shop. i walked in and suddenly i was like in a dream i had a long time. i saw lots of model trains, rails, stations, buildings, fake hills......lots of toys that i like most. then i saw a set of model train, cost me $1700. I had thought for a time whether i should buy it or not. i thought it's ok to me (at that time, not now) and sometimes......do some crazy shopping is not a bad thing. although i know such kind of toy belongs to wealthy guy to own it, if it's affordable to make dream comes true, it's worth...

and i bought it....u never thought about how enjoy i playing with it...although i am already 22..

be honest...now i feel a little regret to spend so much on a toy...but...sometimes if people didn't do anything crazy, he or she may regret without doing that after a certain period of time.....

8 yrs, i have to wait 8 yrs to make my dream comes true...it worth and i can play it for a long time......
but....something once i got it....i am not able to keep it for a long time......that's life......nth u can expect from the future.....

looks for another dream then.....there are many things i can dream of...would that be ......