2009 -- what do i want? End of 2008, I need to re-think of myself

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today i met a fd i hvn't heard from her a long time ago, which almost....
7months....

in these 20+ years,i hv already met a lots of lots of friends.they have already become a part of my daily life,such a network makes me feel proud of myself. they r from primary skool, secondary, IVE, self-study room, basketball court, my students, orchestra, korea, china and now...my flatmates in UK. i hv never thought of owning such a large number of friends.....

i like to meet friends,but sometimes..u can feel who can be yr friends and who can't.i treat them from my heart but if they don't,sorri,u will be out of my list.i hate people talking with a mask on their face.they talk what 's not the same as they thought.i think friends should be talk truly from heart,no secret,be the way u want to be.i treat my friend without hiding anything.maybe that's also my problem.but i think share feeling with friends is a good way to enjoy our lives.....

sometimes it's not possible for me to always keep contact with y'all.everyone has their own lives.also,best fds just have to bear in mind and that's enough.....

do u all hv different kind of fds? i mean different levels.general, good, truly, best fds.some people said there should be no categorization of friends.it's not good to treat them in different ways.i know.but.they will treat u the same way u do...everyone hv their own categories of friendship.for me,best fds means we r without secrets,we talk anything,no matter good or bad.

some people just have one or two best fds. for me, to my best fds, aronold, mac, shun, micky, ar bo, claudia, kit, jimmy, fai, ka bo, jessie, asshole, koo, jonathan, joey, ercole, ......(i try to mention all of them randomly...if yr name doesn't appear in the following list....i apologize n u just let me know...i will add in again)

i think there r not too many best fds here,coz it's really difficutl to find someone who can truly talk with u from the bottom of heart....

to all my fds around the globe,i am happy to be one of yr fds,truly from the deepest of my heart......