finally, it's over. one's over, we have to move on. how far can i go this time? i don't know. i just try to keep my concentration back on what i should have expect to do here.
again, the same question i always ask myself when i am alone. what's love to me? do i need it? i will say, "well, actually i don't need it, i prefer staying alone and do whatever i want to". but when it comes, i will try to grab it. at the time when it's needed to be gone, i will let it go. coz i think if sth have been confirmed not belongs to u again, no way to get it back no matter how much u have done. when i am alone, i don't have to care about 2 person stuffs. i don't have to be careful of what i am saying, how i acting. i talk to anyone i like, i do whatever i want to, i go wherever i enjoy. Seems so cool.
but once when i am alone, i need someone to talk with, to share everything, to take care of or be taken care by someone.....
what a contradiction.....but....that's me.....i even don't have to answer of that question for many yrs....sometimes i say it's nth to me, sometimes i say it's important to me......
but now.....i will say.......i am not eager to find ....i won't block the way if it comes....
is that the answer?? at least that doesn't meet the master level requirement.
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