I’m so happy that the school is finally over.
At least, it’s a break for me.
And it’s just the right time.
Time flies. Now look back, it’s so fast that I finally get through it.
It’s been a tough semi-year for me.
Maybe it’s a little bit exaggerated, but it’s really hard.
Where to start?
I think I just went through a long time of self-doubt.
About friendship, love, family, and the relationship between teachers.
Also about studying, my goals, going abroad, attending a graduate school, and finding a job.
At first, I was really depressed so that I didn’t want to talk to anyone and I wanted to destroy myself.
After all, I couldn’t do that.
Life has to go on, and I have responsibility to keep it going on.
That’s what I did, and I’m glad that I chose to do that, or I won’t be here to think these things gratifiedly.
Everything will be alright, won’t it?
When you break up with someone and you think that why it happens to me.
But sometimes it's a great time to take a rest and know yourself better.
I think it's a important thing in our lives no matter how old we are and how many relationships we have had.
Friendship is not that easy to deal with as well.
Sometimes we think we have good friends is our current lives, but it turns out you guys are not so close and there's a gap you can't cross.
The hardest time is to admit that you don't like him/her as much as you thought.
I confessed.
Though maybe we don't match to each other, you're still a special friend of mine.
How much I wanna go abroad again. Sudying, travelling, and visiting friends, no matter what.
But the reality is that my family is not that rich can afford it and I have to make money as soon as possible after I graduate.
So I have to face the reality and give up my dreams....
Sometimes dreams just don't come true as you wish.
I’m addicted to CSI recently.
I watch it almost every night including the very night before my last exam.
I even searched some episodes on Youtube.com.
What made me really sad is that Warrick died and Grissom left.
I even cried for Warrick.....
He’s a good CSI. I’ll miss him.
Somebody says I’m crazy, but CSI is really attractive.
I’m also into a type game recently.
I play it everyday.
Sometimes I can’t run a good score, and that makes me really upset.
I wanne type English faster!!
The vacation started.
The goals I wanna those can be done is reading books that I was too busy to read them and going jogging everyday.
I wanna become healthier, thinner and smarter.
I hope I can do those in this break.
I still have to face myself no matter how old I am.
I hope I can be more fearless to the coming life.
And, in the end, I wanna say something to some guys.
I think not much people will read this artical carefully because it’s wrote in English. haha
The first one is Sean:
Though we’re not together anymore, I still care about you.
I hope you’re well.
Today I heard that you’re chasing a girl, it shocked me.
Anyway, I hope you can be happy.
You deserve happiness. You are a good man.
But I still wish if we can be friends again.
The second one is to Gabe:
It’s been a lone time I didn’t hear from you.
I’d like to know how have you been.
Five months passed. We have been seperating for five months.
Time flies. Really.
When I came back to Taiwan, I really missed you badly and there’s one time I cried.
But I always told myself to be strong not to be dependent.
I think I did a good job.
I’m not that kind of girl who will give up her life for a man.
Though at first I really really really wanna go back to the States, I went through that thought and had a good life here.
Sometimes I’ll recall the times I was in the mountain and in California.
You were really nice to me.
Though everybody told me not to trust you, I believed in you.
That night... The night just before I left the States.
I’ll never forget your tears, my tears, and what you said to me.
I hope you have a great life.
And never forget me.
The last one is Eric:
I know you won’t see this. I’m just talking to myself.
Everything is over, isn’t it?
When you treated me like that and used the attitude toward me.
Maybe it’s myself who made this mistake, but I still thought that there’s no way you could have done that to me.
What I want is simply an apology and an reason.
I wonder why you did that to me.
Anyway, I don’t mind anymore. It’s my mistake. Maybe I deserved it.
I just can’t figure out why you called me last night.
You said that you drank some wine and want a company.
How can you think I’ll meet you again?
Thought I behaved like nothing happened, that didn’t mean I didn’t care.
What the hell are you thinking? What do you want for me?
I want an answer. Tell me why.
Anyway, since I left the company, there’s no chance we’ll see each other again.
I won’t have any thought of you.
You’re just an ex-boss of mine.
You made me learn a lot about the society.
I hope you can be well, too.
Finally, the semester is over.
There’ll be a new one after one month.
Keep hopes and be positive.
Everything will be fine.
I wanna be better to understand English because I wanna watch CSI on-line.
There's another wish: I wanna spend my next countdown night in Sydney!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The fireworks were really beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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