有時候
I just want to cry, but I can't...
不知道是麻痺了還是怎麼回事...
當一件你很想做的事但現在卻被剝奪了
那一定是很痛苦的吧...
當一件你不想做的事但現在卻持續不斷
那一定是更痛苦的吧...
當一件你等待做的事現在卻要等上幾年
那一定是很煎熬的吧...
平靜的天空 微涼的夜晚 卻有著藍色的心情
I'm so alone and lonely in this city.
I don't have any approach to release my complex mood.
I also don't want to go home, because I don't want lazy for back home, and my sister is now, so I 'm worried.
She had already graduated a long time, but she almost didn't work.
I don't know when she can find a stable job.
I don't know when she can take heart, because I feel she is so lazy in our home now.
She stay at home is too long time, like a guilty Princess disease don't have to do almost anything, and she also don't have to worry about meals.
I'm extremely worried, and she is now completely don't want to work intention for outside the county.
Although she always had the exam in the library test of country.
But she has never admitted, and this year is the fifth year... , and this exam only tested once a year.
唉，在外面待久了總是會想回家，但卻往往都有近鄉情怯的感覺。
So I still can not release my stress and worries. I feel so tired...
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