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2006/05

記得去看The Da Vinci Code的那天晚上

我和Peter在入口的沙發上坐著聊天

i am so happy he said that he wanna company with me to see the doctor

(我真是容易滿足的女人)

headache對我來說已經是老毛病了

就像我的手在拿筷子、杯子or遞東西時手會shake一樣

it last long long time...

Adeline and many of my friends think that cause of addicting to caffeine

they advise me quit drinking coffee

但是我現在已經很少喝了

雖然有的時候還是禁不住誘惑

anyway回歸正題，反正我真得開心他說他要陪我去做brain scan

because that makes me feel he care about me

 

常常心裡在想

Peter好像不懂得愛一個人

還是他喜歡人的方式是那麼的不同

又或者他其實根本也沒有認真得喜歡我

就像Adeline她們認為的那樣

其實我現在還是不願意去這樣想

i tell myself all the time that he just scare to love after Christine

maybe he is not preparing to love someone

所以現在的我，算是在等待吧

等到他開口，而我對他的感情還有溫度的時候

 

那天晚上，他沒看完整部片就先離開

剩我一個人看完電影

走出電影院的時候

i really feel so lonely

真的 真的 you can't image that

(怎麼沒有天使牽起我的小手，然後對我說，i see you home！)

 

 

突然想起，他曾經問我「why do you like me?」

這樣的問題很制式化，而我也覺得很難答

i only know that i miss him when we don't meet，i expect every date with him

i wanna see him because i want to see him