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昨兒早起床,
晴天霹靂就等著我,
伴了我近八年的NB就這樣再也不睜開眼看我一看;

今天下午,
晴天小霹靂也等著我,

生活似乎每一樣都out of order,
我的NB,
我的工作,
我的房子,
我的家,
我的愛戀,
霎時間,
我明白了平平安安,
普普通通就是福.

其實我這樣是很愚昧的,
幸福唾手可得,
卻要讓自己繞了一大圈才了解,
一連串的不如意,
我小小地迷失,
似乎somehow restless with anxiety了起來......
又開始像小孩子一樣...
又清楚知道不該像個小孩子...
直到凡內蒂雅說:我不知道你為什麼會可以這樣譴責你的父母...每個人都是獨立的個體, 要對自己負責...

也許事情困擾我很久,
也許事情真的不簡單,
也許苦了不遜於寒窗十年,
也許真的不是我一個人的責任,
但她說的確實不無道理,
甚至算是狠狠地一棒打進我的腦袋裡,

午後走進公園空地,
繞著圈子,
小聲地跟自己說:
二十九歲了,
自己該知道要怎麼做......

photos from:

http://www.graffiti.org/fr8/

kaputt,
就照字面上那樣念,
很好拼一拼就唸出來了,
因為這是德文,
ka-pu-tt,
卡˙瀑˙忒...;
就是壞掉了的意思,
嗯,
要是我也會選這個單字塗鴉在任何我覺得可以塗的地方.

everything is kaputt...
(不要學我這樣用啦~~~雖然千百年前英德一家咩~~~)

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#kaput#out of order

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幽默 JT^^

I think that is every one`s daily life, always out of order^^

2007-03-30 02:20:51

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ha ha,
that`s right,
except i just start to learn right now...
at this old age,
need more strength than ever...

me@no.where.com

2007-04-02 16:53:24

dear,
It`s never too late to learn

2007-04-02 21:30:09

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true...

2007-04-07 23:50:17

幽默 JT^^

u like graffiti?

2007-04-07 07:04:42

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let me think how i am supposed to put this...
i think i do.
it`s something that i admire yet not really dare.
that`s why i like it.

2007-04-07 13:49:46

幽默 JT^^

I know a friend he is a big time graffiti artist, he has some name in LA. So I know some stuff about it^^, graffiti is art too, but just have to know how to use it in a good way.

2007-04-08 12:33:45

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L.A.,
um, this city name catches my eye...
it was long time ago.

graffito is form italian,
i supposed it`s some ancient culture relevant;
i like painting(drawing) and writing,
hope someday i can both paint and write so well that to please people.

2007-04-08 18:02:41

幽默 JT^^

you can do it, just try ^^
you will make it happen if you do the work,
never give up~ those words I give you...keep at it

2007-04-10 00:45:03

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it`s something to keep in faith.
thanks for your words.
i will try~~ XD

2007-04-12 21:21:13