Many decision makings in our life. And many of them we did might make us regret deeply. Why? A friend asked me if back to that moment, will I make the same decision? I didn't think too much and then have my answer "Yes". So, no complain. I would rather believe the result comes from our characteristics, not outside pressure. It's our own choice. Same situation make the different people make different decision. In this thinking, I might regret when seeing someone similar to my situation but make different decision, and result in very good success. What I can say is, this is my choice. Be honest, if I did the different decision, who can guaranty the result is as good as the one I just mentioned. Will this be a optimistic or pessimistic thinking? Well, is it important when I just state a truth?
While still in school, we like to talk about existentialism. The destiny is already there. All you own is your willpower. Your choice to accept it, or fight it. This is the left freedom you have. Not what you are, but what you think. You satisfy, then accept, you don't, then fight. That's simple. Right?
So, I start to review why I stay here? I like people around? I like Env around? I like the challenges and achievement I can reach? Is it meaningful? Everyone has his own answer. Should I keep thinking of it? Sometimes yes. What am I thinking now? Did I miss the boat? Or will I keep missing the boat? Or I don't think I miss any boat?
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