小綠的眼睛 我文學啟蒙於三毛的作品。 看村上春樹在短篇小說裡胡謅亂蓋就會莫名所以地很開心起來。 最近我最喜歡的是作家是吉本芭娜娜，不知道該怎麼說，就是覺得讀她的作品，像是有個人在你旁邊跟妳說故事。然後我就會忘記孤單所帶來幽幽的恐懼感，而得到暫時卻是徹底的釋放。 在這裡，我盡可能地真實地面對自己，所以，也許你會因此發現一些秘密，不過，請就當作是「滿紙荒唐言」吧！ 然而，事實其實也是如此。

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you must have wondered a lot about why I asked you out that day, haven't you?

I can't explain it, either. I didn't plan it. It's probably because the weather was so nice that day.

And at a moment i just thought of you, and I called.

 

my life is not settled, so I don't know I should I do next . . . with you and with many things in my life,

like my ex, job, where to live, how much for rent. . .

I talk too much again.

 

I can never fall in love just like this, I don't even know your full name.

But it's just the season, probably, that make me fall.

So I can't stop feel and think romantic about you.

I know, it's also b/c I want to find someone to feel this way.

I did it before. Just to keep someone to think romanticly. And there you are.

 

 

 

I'm ridiculous?

 

I shouldn't be this stupid,

even if it starts, where is it going to go. . .?

 

 

 

I have to stop all this!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I will wait till you give me a call or a sign that is clear enough for me to move on; otherwise,

I will wear a face of smile and leave you free as you are.

 

 

A deal, with myself.