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www.garyandmegumi.com/blog/archives/2004_09.html

這是一個白種男人在日本的故事。他有個日藉妻子。
第一個孩子出世後不到一年就被上帝接回天國。
然後，最近，他們的第二個孩子出世了

以下是他的部落格的日記摘錄：

September 08, 2004
A Snap Of Me and My Baby

“I love this little girl so much.”


September 24th, 2004
On Friday the 24th, we buried Rosie in Naruto, Tokushima.

“I still can’t quite believe that we have just buried our baby daughter. Just a year ago, we were looking forward to the arrival of our first-born. Then, on December 8th, we were blessed with the arrival of a beautiful little girl, who brought such light into our lives. As anyone reading this knows, Rosie’s time with us was short. It is not fair that she was taken away from us so soon. It is not fair that most of my family didn’t get a chance to meet her, and to play with her. Sometimes it is difficult not to feel a sense of failure as a parent. We wanted to go back with Rosie to see her relatives in Tokushima, and show off our lovely baby. But instead, the first time we went to Tokushima with Rosie, it was to bury her.

We loved her so much, and she loved us so much, and I still struggle to find sense in what happened...

But she was loved for 8 months. And she loved us for 8 months.”

我想我還是對家充滿希望和企盼的。
如果我有家，
我相信我還能勇敢去愛。