活在一個必須隱藏真心 並信仰的世界
But somehow 但是現在
I will show the world 我會向世界表明
What's inside my heart 在我心深處的一切
And be loved for who I am 並因著做自己被憧憬珍惜
Who is that girl I see 這個我望著的女孩是誰
Staring straight back at me 那麼直接的回望著我
Why is my reflection Someone I don't know為什麼我的倒影是個陌生人
Must I pretend that I'm Someone else For all time 難道我必須無時無刻假裝成其他人
When will my reflection show Who I am inside
我的倒影將會在何時揭示真正的我
There's a heart that must be free to fly 有顆心必須翱翔被釋放
That burns with a need to know the reason why 像燃燒般迫切的想知道原因
Why must we all conceal 為什麼我們隱藏自己
What we think 我們的想法
How we feel 我們的感受
Must there be a secret me 難道"真我"得是個秘密?!
I'm forced to hide 是我被迫隱藏
I won't pretend that I'm Someone else for all time 我將不會再永遠假扮成他人
When will my reflection show Who I am inside 我的倒影將會在何時揭示真正的我
When will my reflection show Who I am inside我的倒影將會在何時揭示真正的我
我常常說的"自省",
你懂,所以幫我感同身受
Too much and too doubtful the self-inferiority
have blunted my confidence and distinction,
yet I come to realize that
it doesn't arise from any of those fictitious flaws or faults om my side.
My reflection will show who I really am
what I have paid,what I have eaten, what I was raised,
what I was born to be in nature,
what I have been taught to get rounded
in so long the time consumed
as well as in so soon the flash popping in and out then.
The God might be naughty mocking there,
yet I am never defeated by his funny black humor.
Despite the falls in facade or his being nice in disguise,
luckily in the meanwhile,
those actual rises in my real maturity continue growing and improving,
when he cannot escape from the unexpected huge loss or surpass my seniority.
Even the Almighty can not avoid the naturally graceful wins I can always make.
With him,so am I well educated, and well encouraged here
to complete the beautiful spins on site on the specific very spot
and then make a perfectly elegant movement and jump.
This moment,
I eventually realize those words
" Don't try to understand me. Just Love Me "
Those whirl spins as a whipping top(陀螺般的原地旋轉跳舞)Ihave made
is to mark time(原地踏步;無進展;躊躇不前, 喻等待時機).
Later let me go ballroom dancing around!
I am going to soar in anthor graceful spiral(不斷加劇地螺旋形上升)
雖然〈國際標準舞Ballroom Dance〉比較優雅性感,
只有雙人的舞蹈,
我們似乎也比較可以就專注在兩個舞者動作精緻度和身體律動間情感的交流,
它終究還是個比較昂貴規制的高級上流社交運動.
當我邊寫到這裡也邊在看《舞王The Lord of Dance》的介紹,
他的成就有很大部分都在讚嘆他",舞群的大小",
就是那樣可觀的群舞舞動出戲劇張力的震撼.
所以踢踏出他的世界流行和群眾魅力.
no wonder they inspire the general large audience and then rock the whole world!
剛好前陣子有個朋友也表態去看音樂舞台劇的失望,那沒有什麼聲光極致的衝擊!
花錢值回票價的起碼也要有〈Bollyhood寶萊塢〉的華麗狂亂吧.
雖然我不是很嚮往too large size a group的舞池,
yet I still need to practice alone
and dance with as sufficient companions as possible by turn as well sooner or later.