They are white buildings. White lives in every corner of these buildings: walls and floors, sofas and curtains, stairs and banisters, cafeteria and library are white. When I first stepped into here, I felt a little dizzy. Not only for the exciting that I finally entered the Medical University, which I watched those people in white walking out since I was a child, but also for the purely white—that made me feel dirty of myself. Yes, I am the mixture of black and white. Surrounded by the white buildings, white people, and the invisible white rules made me uneasy. I usually thought classmates and teachers’ eyes would see my weakness through my pretended smiles. And they would depreciate me and then eschew me. To avoid this embarrassing condition, I choose not to tell anyone my origins and family. Though nothing happened, I felt lonely. No one really knew me and would like to share me true feelings. Although I stood on the top of the intellects, I was not happy. “Was every talented person solitude?” I often questioned myself, but no answer.
I was wrong. In the junior, I took chemistry department’s course. There, I met two people that changed my whole life. Everything got started at the moment.
“What’s your name?” The boy sat beside me asked. That’s the first class in semester, and that’s an extremely common talk for killing time before teaching. While somehow, I could not palter with this boy. He had a pair of amber eyes that clearly looking at me. His clean face and tender voice made me want to talk with him. “Molly…” When I found, I had spoken my name. Amazing! Was this boy having charms or something?
“Molly?” “Molly Felucca.” He smiled and said. “That’s a pretty name. Very match with your skin and hair.” That was the first time somebody praised my appearance and my name. But real made me touched was because words were spoken from him—this beautiful and graceful creature. Just like an angel. He let me believe that in this world still some people warm in their heart. “I’m Gabriel Ocean, and I’m major in chemistry and medical treatment. If you have question you can ask me. If we are lucky enough we can be in group…oh, Prof. Harbor is coming in. We shall talk latter.”
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