Love and hate
hate and love
both can be an evil game or a great game
But you must play your cards right
and always remember everyone loses at some points
yes, everyone the good and bad
but yet at some point we will each win
the good will win like they should
and the bad will win like they should not
Love can play you like a fool
love can play you as a joker
love can play you like a player
love can play you as a princess
or as a prince which everyone you may be
Love has no age
no age for how much or little
the broken heart will be
or how long it maybe broken
mins or hours
nights or days
no time can be put on this game of lifes heart
Pain does let us know we are still alive
without it we are dead in ways
love can kill the heart and only the heart to start
but as time goes by
it will kill everything we are and will be
but thats if we let it
and only you the owner of the heart can let it
we can only be the real winner in the end
if we overpower the pain and hurt that try to kill our heart
if it kills the heart
it kills the soul
then it kills the mind then the body
why let it kill so much
we can fix the brokenness of the heart so much easier then the soul and body
picking up the parts that fell to the ground
there is always a new day
a way for a new start
so make the next better then the one before
and your day to win the game will soon be here.
***
About the words above
i dedicate it to everyone that i love and loved
especially to you
the one who thought it just got the crown but actaully not
for this point
i just want you to know
you are not just begin to play
you already got the ”skills” before we met
and started using it as well as every time you got involve with others
well, not for the sexual skill but those little lying skills
be honest
when the time you told me you’ve cheated
i was a bit confused
confused about if this is the truth or not
i also cried for a little after i’ve confirmed with you
i felt discontent after that
it just like im play a part which i thought i would always be on upper hand
but i lost..
thats all how it feels
but at this time
i dont hate as much as the day before
which is two days ago.. two days? i took two days to get over this?
well, i dont know, im not sure if i really get over it yet
but i guess for both of us are already used to this
i bet for all those people around us too.
you know what
i’ve been thinking all the stuff that’d been happened from the past
the very first time we broke up
and the very last time we broke up
you cried hard in the math building
i fell asleep on the phone
honey..
you see the difference?
well, i did
but i aint happy with this
i feel bad and sorry for both of us
i dont know how to put those feelings in words
because love make one to say or do unexplainable things
but do i care?
maybe just right in this moment, i do and a lot.
anyways
i know i have to give some chance out
so i can still be able to go onto heaven after i die
its all good if you chose to end up our relationship in this way
so i can stop to worry to be on the devil side again
thanks alot for been honest with me this time!
by the way
dont just think you owe me apologys (maybe not quite like this)
because i still owe you some
sorry about that
and dont waste the money to send me the text
just try to get me involve again or... i dont know..
maybe she really doesnt have a beautiful smile as i do??!
haha, i know, i see that point too!
from those closets?! she can fit in there really well doesnt she?
well, you guys look so cute in the picture
but i still think that...
you are cuter!
so cute!!
love ya
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