Nightmare #1
Something terrible happened to my school, a lot of people died, so I went home on Friday that weekend and was going to return to my dorm on Sunday…
Right before I left the house to return to the dorm, I got a few packages with my belongings inside that were supposed to be in my dorm. I didn’t know what exactly happened… Did I just got kicked out of school? Am I in a situation that I didn’t expected at all?
I tried to call my roommate Kristy. I went through my cellular phone for her number but couldn’t find it…
I got a letter then from the new roommate of hers who took my place in the dorm, saying that it’s a wonderful experience to share a room with Kristy… and it’s a guy…
I tried to argue with the school saying that everyone goes home on Fridays so there isn’t a reason to kick me out of school… I tried my best to get back to school… but it didn’t help at all…
I woke up on my bed in the dorm wondering if I am still in college dorm…
Nightmare #2
I am in a wedding… it’s my sister’s and mine wedding… I had the beautiful wedding gown in my room and everyone is saying that the gown fits my sister better… So she took it, and I end up wearing her gown, which is really ugly and she hated it…
I was crying and yelling at the guests of the wedding… saying that why is she always the one who gets everything nice that I had. The answer is that she deserves everything nice I have…
She put on the gown and went outside with her future husband… all the guests stood up and went out for their wedding ceremony to begin…
I went into the dressing room… looking at the ugly gown… trying to figure why she deserves everything wonderful that I have when my mother says, “Lucy looks prettier with the gown.” And handed me tons of pictures of her with my gown…
I looked into the mirror… seeing myself look crazy as ever… crying… fixing my hair and calm myself down… a guy appeared to be my boyfriend came up behind me and hugged me. I asked him, “Why didn’t you choose her?” He didn’t say a thing, just kissed me on the forehead…
The bell rang and I was in my bed… wondering who’s the guy appeared as my boyfriend in my dream…
-sept. 2002
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