▓ɡo,|`俬錛 安静 恒温

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i really do not wanna sit around and do nothing
every day i do the housework and keep myself busy
so that i can not miss you every second and every minute.
sometimes. i do the exercise cause i wanna get myself into shape
maybe it is a good way to amuse myself
it beats flying through the days by daydreaming

i never found myself sit beside the classmates after 10years
it seems ridiculous.
but it happened.
the person i saw sitting right in frond of me
i observed the face ,notice the vioce
i was familiar with the voice of them ?no
we are not the acquaintance.
but the innocent of heart keep us together


recently ,i feel uoset about love
i don’t know am i right about it .
but i believe the relationship between lovers are basic on interest.
why people get marry when they grow up?
why can’t we live alone ,
everyone needs the personal space.!

sometimes i envy the people who pursue their carrer, their dream or hope or something really previous to themselves.
and they treat the love as the second place.
they just don’t follow the tradition or custom /culture of the country where they belong to
can i say that is the way human suppose to be ?
but who can hear my voice ?


when i am a child , my heart is free ,
i am innocent ,maybe ignorant.
but that matters not
what i mean is
cry me a river!
even you say i am a pervert .i adhere to my ideas.



but i am really upset about is not the issue i discuss above.
i feel i miss a friend i do not know the reason why i am leave him
and why he leave me alone
but i think is the end of our story ,
is it a happy ending?
i suppose the most important is that he know the shape of my heart and know the boy who is live in my deeply inside all the time

as i said to myself in the midnight,
i said it out,and i don’t wanna love you anymore cause you love me from full to empty at no time at all.

the end of the story .
a segment of the living.i am living in the May 2008

昆虫嘈杂的叫声在窗外 在耳边萦绕
我，一时奇怪他们为什么都是在晚上才唱起歌的

月亮依旧在云层里乘行 远处不知是哪里的建筑 光辉与月相媲美。通明的
我在自己的房间看窗外的一切/
这两天。我已经没有和谁说上话了。只有一个人
这两天。 我奋斗着把《家》看完了，哭得淅沥哗啦。感触太深

不明白是自己长大了。还是有将心比心的痛苦
所以才会为故事里的情节和人物的命运悲叹恸哭？还是近来所有的事情都很刻骨铭心、对我来说都是一次次 神经的触动

敏感的神经作祟

独上江楼思悄然
月光如水水如天
同来玩月人何在
风景依稀似去年

我不知道是自己的棱角在渐渐的消磨
还是自己离开了那个叛逆的年代
发觉了自己的渐变 潜移默化
没有预兆
却意料之中

现在的快乐离 我很近。
近得可以轻易的握在我的手心
还是我一点都不知道长大 之后的责任和压力？
无忧 的生活麻痹了我的灵魂
但是。
我确实可以感受到这种生活是我想要的
安安静静 平平安安
明确了自己的梦
虽然遥不可及，但我在努力
不再犀利尖刻
不再锋芒毕露
不再意气风发

我所想拥有的生活很简单。其实真的很简单
所以我羡慕某个人说的。一个概括。一个家
便勾勒出一幅幸福的图案
一个梦想的家的样子。
有快乐有温馨

也发觉自己再也没有想象力的概念
小时侯的憧憬，幻想，好象是奢侈，
从来想的都是现实的。回忆的。理想的。
不再怀有不切实际的梦是件可怕的事情
因为告别了单纯
变得世俗礼教 人情世故 甚至有可能就是道貌岸然的
但是大人们习惯了这样的变化
因为他们只会说你长大了 懂事了
但是不会有人悲哀这个人的成长 少了童心。
我多想挽回点纯真的东西

所以宁静的生活气息象一份崭新的礼物交在了我的手上
所以停滞的思绪情素象某段归期的灵魂回到了我的心上
我象安稳的猫，拥有懒洋洋午后的全部阳光
一直都是小心翼翼的聆听来自世界的幸福的声音
以最祥和的姿态宣誓幸福的到来....


这一切.太可贵.