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i get too nervous. wanna change myself

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btw did i mention today that i *almost* failed the scales in orchestra because i couldn't hear the notes i was playing at all? thats why siew was like: man all of your notes are this close to being off key, but then again, they're not really the wrong note. 


well,,,

i couldn't hear my notes because...


my heart was thumping too loud


LOL its actually kinda funny.

but i really wanna change how i get so nervous so easily. i need to gain confidence in myself. i always put myself down, but i know i am actually better than i say i am.

i tremble, literally shake, just before oral presentations.
i am super sensitive to the cold, and this adds to the trembling/shivering
my vibrato is from trembling, not from technique XD
i always claim my essays to be "sooo horribly bad" when i actually stayed up for 2 nights working on it.
i sometimes even tremble when i talk to teachers cause im afraid my mouth will let out some stupid impulsive words that the teacher doesnt want to hear lol


i dont get myself sometimes XD



whoa i have never done inner reflections before. this feels weird XDDDD

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ahhh frances! me too, i always get sooo nervous sometimes, especially when pek wants us to sing individually :p
2010-01-30 14:24:22
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sigh ME TOO lol XD
let's hope we both change then :)
2010-01-30 18:48:57
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