陶比(圖中,Tobi,Robert Stadlober飾)跟阿森(圖右,Achim,Kostja Ullmann飾)是最好的麻吉,兩個少年親近地打打鬧鬧,一起參加賽艇社,彼此也有了喜歡的女孩。但陶比的心卻越來越不受控制,對阿森的女友珊卓(Sandra,Miriam Morgenstern飾),他竟然起了忌妒之心。原來,他喜歡的不是安琪(圖左,Anke,Alicja Bachleda-Curus飾),而是阿森!在那場夏日暴雨中,突然發現自己是同志,對陶比來說,震撼真是太大了!
看到阿森的第一眼感覺是,難怪陶比會喜歡他!呵呵!大大的眼睛,濃密的睫毛,五官立體的臉龐,真的是非常漂亮的男孩呢!阿森對同志的態度是,「只要不來惹我就好」!被陶比問這個問題的時候,他大概從未想過自己真的會遇上吧!可當他發現陶比竟想親吻他的時候,卻顯得驚慌失措。可以理解阿森的態度,雖然那傷了陶比。
我高中的時候念的是女校,有一年的聖誕夜,當我在小主人面前揭曉自己身分時,她開心地吻上了我的唇。這輩子活到現在,回想起來,我只有那個時候真的是腦袋一片空白!什麼都沒辦法想!不知道為什麼,她並不是輕點即止,感覺親了好一陣子才離開我。
後來到底怎麼在眾目睽睽下結束,我已經記不清楚了,我只知道我後來的態度是就像沒回事似的,也沒問她到底為什麼要這麼做。可能我當時那種態度傷了她的心也不一定,不過搞不好她早就忘了這件事。不管如何,對我來說,被同性親吻,同時也是我的初吻,是真的很難忘的。只是因為那時候真的不知道怎麼辦,才會當作沒這回事,如果是現在,或許就不一樣了。
陶比第一次跟男生做愛,就在那湖邊,此時他更確認了自己的性向。里奧(Leo,Marlon Kittel飾)是個很體貼的男孩,傾慕的眼神總是跟著陶比。當陶比受傷害的時候,里奧總是默默陪著他;當陶比疑惑不解的時候,他也總是堅定地開導著他。很喜歡里奧的手溫柔撫上陶比曬傷的背部那一刻,也許他們並不會在一起,但那時的感情是如此真摯與純淨。
很喜歡陶比的眼神,愛戀、悲傷、迷惑、忌妒,有時候很深沉,有時候很清澈。不安定的陶比,不安定的感情,太想獻出卻又太怕崩毀。有那一段感情至上的青春,是很令人艷羨的啊!感情就是感情,又何必想其他?
圖片來源
http://www.zeusfilm.com/summerstorm/
中文官網特別企劃專區,有插曲「Go West」mp3可以下載喔!超好聽!
http://www.zeusfilm.com/summerstorm/exclusive/index.htm
官網
德國:
http://www.sommersturm.de/main.html
英國:
http://www.summerstorm.co.uk/
美國:
http://www.summerstorm-themovie.com/
原聲帶台灣不知道會不會出,嗚嗚看不懂德文啊!
http://www.amazon.de/exec/obidos/ASIN/B0002UY8WY/ref=ase_dbnade-21/302-2547387-5912063
PET SHOP BOYS - Go West Lyrics
Come on, come on, come on, come on
(Together) We will go our way
(Together) We will leave someday
(Together) Your hand in my hands
(Together) We will make our plans
(Together) We will fly so high
(Together) Tell all our friends goodbye
(Together) We will start life new
(Together) This is what we’ll do
(Go West) Life is peaceful there
(Go West) In the open air
(Go West) Where the skies are blue
(Go West) This is what we’re gonna do
(Go West, this is what we’re gonna do, Go West)
(Together) We will love the beach
(Together) We will learn and teach
(Together) Change our pace of life
(Together) We will work and strive
(I love you) I know you love me
(I want you) How could I disagree?
(So that’s why) I make no protest
(When you say) You will do the rest
(Go West) Life is peaceful there
(Go West) In the open air
(Go West) Baby you and me
(Go West) This is our destiny (Aah)
(Go West) Sun in wintertime
(Go West) We will do just fine
(Go West) Where the skies are blue
(Go West, this is what we’re gonna do)
There where the air is free
We’ll be (We’ll be) what we want to be (Aah aah aah aah)
Now if we make a stand (Aah)
We’ll find (We’ll find) our promised land (Aah)
(I know that) There are many ways
(To live there) In the sun or shade
(Together) We will find a place
(To settle) Where there’s so much space
(Without rush) And the pace back east
(The hustling) Rustling just to feed
(I know I’m) Ready to leave too
(So that’s what) We are gonna do
(What we’re gonna do is
Go West) Life is peaceful there
(Go West) There in the open air
(Go West) Where the skies are blue
(Go West) This is what we’re gonna do
(Life is peaceful there)
Go West (In the open air)
Go West (Baby, you and me)
Go West (This is our destiny)
Come on, come on, come on, come on
(Go West) Sun in wintertime
(Go West) We will feel just fine
(Go West) Where the skies are blue
(Go West) This is what we’re gonna do
(Come on, come on, come on)
(Go West)
(Go West)
(Go, ooh, go, yeah)
(Go West)
(Go, ooh, go, yeah)
(Go West)
(Go, ooh, go, yeah)
(Go West)
(Go, ooh, go, yeah)
(Gimme a feelin’)
(Gimme a feelin’)
(Go West)
(Gimme a feelin’)
(Gimme a feelin’)
(Go West)
(Gimme a feelin’)
(Gimme a feelin’)