I guess it's because I have been happy that's why it is so hard to let
go just like that, I cant believe things would be too bad.
There is so much I wanna talk about with him, yet when I look at him
the words wouldn't come, turned as a lump in my throat, and my heart
swelled with anguish.
There are times when pain had almost been physical and I am worn out of trying, but I cant give up, not just yet.
What is Love about? Im not sure what I did is right ... what if this is all he can give and he would ever be the same?
Im gonna give it another try, hoping things would take a good turn, to
prove that what we had was real, and I had not wasted time and effort.
Changes dont come overnight, yet I hope he would show some signs of
care soon before I get totally despaired and heartbroken.
2004-03-16 16:22:20
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