無聲舞 願在哪裏都是花香

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二零零七年八月的最後一夜，我終於可與三位姊妹好友相聚；「終於」，是因為在這以前的上一回見面，在三月上旬。再之前呢？上年十、十一月吧。說穿了，其實在我的日常生活行程中並沒有「與朋友見面」這一環節，亦因此每次的難得會面時刻都教我留下深刻印象。

夜，暗黑的閣樓咖啡室混合了薄荷茶香和菸的味道，四張椅子，坐上了四位各有感懷的現代男女，牆上一張張的明信片，喚來我對未來旅程嚮往。談笑中，身旁的珍妮小姐提及一首感人得讓她流淚的歌曲：《Forever Friends》。大概，令她流淚的是「朋友」間的曖昧之永恆，是美之永恆，也是唏噓的永恆......

回家讀過歌詞。淚，也在心裏流。

現代愛情，猶如不同層次、不同質感的苦澀：狂莽的苦、溫柔的苦、激昂的苦、沉寂的苦。有人拼命追求，也有人靜靜守候；得到得不到，閉上眼睛，心窗傳來的還是陣陣傷痛.......我不知道珍妮小姐在歌曲裏感受了甚麼；我呢，近年深信愛情的開端本就預視著結束的來臨，不能承受未來之痛如我者，還是不要把愛情說得那麼清楚好了。

情人關係一瞬即逝，只有「朋友」才能成為永遠；在永恆曖昧中偷嚐的甜蜜，比先是怨恨然後厭倦的短暫愛情更是美麗...... 聽起來是多麼的悲哀，「朋友」關係那得不到的自虐性也很是病態！然而，美麗當前，有誰能捨？

說到這裏，才驚覺自己毫無章法地胡言亂語；唱片機播放著葡萄牙Fado歌者Misia 的音樂，聲音依然哀怨......

我瘋了。

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Forever Friends
---Various Artists

Hold me like a friend
Kiss me like a friend
Say we’ll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
I’ll be near you

Hold me like a friend
Kiss me like a friend
Say we’ll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
I’ll be near you
Some people handle love and never try
I can almost fly with your wings to set me higher
Some day we’ll see the world
and through the grey have faith in our hands

Hold me like a friend
Kiss me like a friend
Say we’ll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
we’ll always be forever friends

Hold me like a friend
Kiss me like a friend
Say we’ll never end
Searching for the colors of the rainbow
Melody never say good-bye
I’ll believe you
When the river flows
Off to part us both
Only HEAVEN knows
I’ll be a boat to sail arround you
Melody never say good-bye
I’ll be near you

Some people handle love and never try
I can almost fly with your wings to set me higher
One day we’ll see the world
and through the grey have faith in our hands
till the river ends……