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今天，
人還在大陸。忙。
在晚上九點半才突然感覺到要查看自己的電話。
怎知，有簡訊。
是姜大姐。叫我回電，有急事。
我再查看發送簡訊的時間，
才發現是20分鐘前的事。
趕緊撥打長途電話給她。
自己心是：急！
自己總共打了3通，前兩通都是打錯的。
自己行動：也是急！

她接了電話。
告訴我，
我的干弟弟也是我的助理。
他的爸爸過世了。
不知道詳情。
唯獨知道弟弟有吩咐不要聯繫在國外工作的我。

自己心情：擔心

打了通電話給弟弟。
他接電話，
一直曏我道歉，
說暫時無法幫我處理我的事。

我說，不及！不要理會那些工事。
關鍵是你老爸的生後事。

他哭了。
我的心痛了。

我。。。

我的老爸在幾年前也走了。
這時的痛，我完全能夠體會。
自己寫了一封信給他。

給煒明的一封信：

My dearest Brother.

Please accept my LOVE and Condolences.

Few years back, when my dad passed away.
There was a MEGA sadness in me,
but now when I am thinking about this incident
I feel far more than that, I was happy for him.

He had lived good life, taking care of others.
He was certainly a nice person, who makes sure that people around had enough to eat and have enough bedding to sleep comfortably.
He was also quite open minded—more than what we thought was possible.
the way he look and accept my uncle.
In short he was a wonderful person, wonderful daddy.

Now I think he’s in a better place,
A place that
free from his health problems that had been plaguing him,
free from anger and suffering,
free from worldly problems,
So, that’s why I’m happy for him.

I do occasionally missed him though.
It’s not pleasant to think of not being able to see,
hear or interact in anyway with a loved one anymore.
But that’s how things go in the world.

Be Brave and accept this.
Your Daddy is actually always be with you,
the only different is
He is using another way of presenting himself in your life.
You will NEVER lost him,
He is always there, be with you!
Forever.
Just like my Father and I.

Love,
Brother