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快分手吧，只有vibrator也不錯阿 :P
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My dear, I can concur with much of what you said above - I have the same sort of anxieties. That is to say, I have high expectation of myself on all fronts, then I gradually saw that there certain fields will never be my forte, say, for example, fashion & science. Nevertheless, I expect myself to be have the basic knowledge to follow discourses in all disciplines on the human science/liberal arts front. And then there are certain areas, like literature, films & theology, where I expect myself to be well-versed and learned.

What can I say? It hasn't been an easy feat even if I've relinquished most grounds. I am anxious about my lack of knowledge and erudition all the time. And on top of this there are my other no less acute anxieties about my personality, relationships with my family, friends & acquaintances, my not being more 'spiritual' and more charitable. In short, I constantly worry about not being a decent human being.

Anyway, I guess what I wanted to say is that you are not alone and I think a reasonable does of anxiety is necessary to keep us alert and hardworking XP The trick is to find the balance, and I struggle too.

As for erudition and cultivation, I think they do eventually become a part of you. There is no point if one sought them simply for decorative means - they are simply too time-consuming. Whatever you don't need will simply be weed out by time, so don't worry!

Anyway, enough rambling on my part, ciao for now.

別太過度要求自己(徒增壓力)，因為人是不滿足的。
要變得越來越好不是難事，只不過短時間未能見到成果，內涵及氣質也是慢慢培養起來的。
看起來我說的簡單，但我也在慢慢讓自己越變越好(因為之前我也是太要求自己)，現在也因時間的變化，改變了想法轉為作法，所以不管任何事或選擇，問自己這樣開心快樂與否?

妳寫的..跟我心中想得好像..