duno y,many ppl feel duno wat can they do to their own life recently,n i noe,i m 1 of them...suddenly i feel so strange to whom i noe since long time ago,duno hw to trust ppl,duno hw to facing ppl...i really feel dat no ppl understanding me n i oso nt understand wat human actually think.so scare,so upset...i try to tell ppl wat m i thinking,bt i think i m nt so pro in comunicates,so no ppl noe wat m i telling,no ppl noe i m nw shouting 4 help...today i go n rebonding my hair,bt i m nt so puas hati wif de straightness,i go back n find dat auntie again n my parent together wif me,wen i tell her dat i m nt puas hati,bt she tell me is like dat 1,coz my hair touch my shoulder,i noe dis is 1 of de reason,bt dat ppl help me do oso nt so pro 1.wen i go back,i tell my family,my cousin,i m very angry,bt actually i vary sad,bt no ppl noe me,o of them jz say dat i m wrong.wen i scold,my dad ask me quiet,cousin jz keeping saying dat i din col her go together wif me,say dat i selfish,everybody keeping telling me dat wat i ever think is wrong,m i really wrong???I HATE MYSELF!!!duno y,dis few day feel so moody,like many sadness stay in my heart,i wan to shout it out,bt cant...so i scold,i thought scolding will make me feel better,bt i m wrong,it is no use...many things happen around me,family,frens,relationship,bt every1 tell me cannot talk to others,i promise them so i wont let others noe,i can jz keep it up...jz nw go yum cha wif frens,some1 come to kk finally,bt chen tell me she looks din care abt me,actually i noe it,bt wen chen say dat she say’wat for so hapi dat listen i come’ i noe dis word hurt me,suddenly i duno wat should i talk to her,i jz keeping quiet on chen car,duno did she feel it lah...mb i m dat 1 who oways b sacrifised,no ppl wan me,no ppl care abt me...
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