事情的源頭呢就是今晚我上網寫新聞台被他抓到
他認為這是一件很怪異不是正常人做的事情
加上這兩天的晚上因為他都跟朋友去吃飯
我在家待的發慌兩個晚上都有朋友臨時的晚餐電話我就去了
他認為我沒有事先跟他講
今天很無聊再家閒的發慌所以下午的3點到5點我就到花市去買花走走也好
他的火氣就全上來了
先電話打來吵
接著就在MSN 了
因為電話中的我跟他講我不想跟他繼續談下去了
我覺得假日他幾乎都把時間給了朋友
我在家等的像個白痴一樣
我的破爛英文請諒解
Nik ツ 是他
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 是我本人
Nik ツ 說:
anything interesting online?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
nothing
Nik ツ 說:
why are you here then
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
just finished movie
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
feel so sad this movie
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
write my blog
Nik ツ 說:
blog`? diary?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
http://www.focusfeatures.com/evening/
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
yes
Nik ツ 說:
in your book?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
??
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
what
Nik ツ 說:
do you write your dairy in your book?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
No! i wrte my blog
Nik ツ 說:
blog`?
Nik ツ 說:
where is your blog?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
yes chinese word you don’t understand
Nik ツ 說:
????
Nik ツ 說:
you have a blog online?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
yes !
Nik ツ 說:
ayo Ven
Nik ツ 說:
...
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
but nobody know
Nik ツ 說:
anyway
Nik ツ 說:
good for you
Nik ツ 說:
you have lots of things i dont know about
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
??
Nik ツ 說:
good for you
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
me too ! you have lots of things i dont know about you
Nik ツ 說:
let everyone read your private texts
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
no not everyone
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
no one know me !
Nik ツ 說:
if no one read then why do you have them online. cant you have it in your book like normal people?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
is something wrong with that
Nik ツ 說:
no Ven everything is fine. everyhting is perefect
Nik ツ 說:
good night ven
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
Hey i always wrong right ?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
and not good and enough for you !
Nik ツ 說:
you are a great guy, its my problem.
Nik ツ 說:
we are different. you believe you can do everything you want. i dont. sorry
Nik ツ 說:
i dont have any control over you and that makes me feel unsafe. uncomfortable
Nik ツ 說:
its not your fault.
Nik ツ 說:
we talk about it later
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
you always think about that ! you really really selfish ! you don’t feel safe how about me ?? have you think about me ? you always go out with your friend ! and i never say no ! you can’t go out with your friend ! no i’m not never !
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
i will worry you , you know that !
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
i don’t know who you with ! is new date or your ex
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
have you think about me just make me feel safe !
Nik ツ 說:
do you mean im selfish?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
everybody all of selfish
Nik ツ 說:
i told you i dont believe in equality. just because i do something doesnt mean you can do too
Nik ツ 說:
no im not selfish
Nik ツ 說:
and i dont think you are selfish either
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
but i just want you make me feel sense of security
Nik ツ 說:
if you are my wife but can do everything i do then what are you. not a wife
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
that is very important to me
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
oh really let me ask you ! am i like your wife ?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
independent is my fault right ?
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
that is all of you think
Nik ツ 說:
i will do much for you when you can show you can be a good wife. but yes, you are too independent
Nik ツ 說:
you never discuss anything with me
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
sorry that is me when you know me , that is me
Nik ツ 說:
oh...
Nik ツ 說:
ok, that’s you. nothing to do about it.
Nik ツ 說:
sure
Nik ツ 說:
sorry to hear.
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
i want try to change you everything
Nik ツ 說:
then you need a man better suited for you
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
and you always want me try to change like you want like you hope !
J’aime Paris----Evening 是部好電影～ 說:
and you never discuss anything with me too !
Nik ツ 說:
anyway, i can never have a too independent wife. if you don’t need me then i don’t want the wife.
Nik ツ 說:
i discuss and will discuss most things. even if i don’t need to. but many thing i have to decide.
Nik ツ 說:
its ok. its my fault. i told you i have strange beliefs
Nik ツ 說:
That’s why it never works for me to have a relationship
Nik ツ 說:
but there is nothing to do about it. its me. and I’m sure someone will like me and my beliefs.
Nik ツ 說:
i go to bed now. very tired now. this kind of chats make me tired.
Nik ツ 說:
good night
最後我連回都不回了
就這樣
不知道講什麼
加上剛剛才又看完的一部好電影
情節難過的要死
現在更是覺得很糟糕
幹! 幹! 幹! 幹! 幹!
