Nov. 21, 2004
Dear M:
I read your email last night and visited your own website immediately. I read every article of it. Strangely, the image jumped into my mind was your sweetness the old days when we worked together. You were always smart, organized and yet thoughtful and tender. You often worked overtime and seldom complained. You loved to help others in the office. You sometimes murmured to me that how come you don’t have a boyfriend. You were the best secretary to all of us when we got together for you did all the arrangement........
Everything I thought of you is something good. But now you suffered from what you expected so much before. And yet you were still strong and sensitive as before. I admire you so much while I feel so sorry for you. You are a wonderful woman that deserved a better life....However, what is the definition of ”better life”? No one knows. We saw many kinds of marriage, some of them are good in the beginning and break up in the end, some are not smooth in the beginning but get better and better as time goes by. Some look good but one of them leave in a short time (like my mom and dad) while some are fighting all the time but live together till the rest of their lives. Which one is the best?
M, you are too nice to be wrong treated. You’ll be blessed by Gods who see your efforts. And I believe you’ll receive what you expect in the future, not long from now. We are all standing by you, my dear. Though we can’t share your burden in the real life, but we are definitely your loyal support in every way.
Take good care of yourself.
With love, Stella
Nov. 21, 2004
My dear M,
I am so surprised and so proud of you that you have your own news site. I went on it to take a look. Maybe because of the system issue, the articles I got into were all blank. I will continue trying.
Marriage is a challenge but also an enjoyment. Same as kids. I don’t have either of them now, so I haven’t got challenges and enjoyments from them either. However, I also have my own kinds of challenges and enjoyment on my way.
You took another path. And you are walking on it. And yes I know how lonely life can be. The shadows may follow us, and the night won’t set us free, but please don’t let the evening get us down, because now that we are around each other.
The music attached is a song I love very much, called ”And I love You so”. Hope you can listen to it and just like we are singing around you.
Baby, don’t worry. Everything will be all right...
Love,
Pat
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