星星KIRAKIRA～★ 很多很多的我的事， 很多很多的你的事。 有一天， 回過頭看現在的這些事， 我會流淚的， 我知道我會。

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原來是這樣的呀...
讀完你的簡訊又飄到那個時候...
謝謝你們喜歡我...
謝謝你們還陪著我...
很多謝謝和很多很多的愛...

走在我家附近熟悉的路上...
又開始看著人看著車發起呆來...
我真的很愛發呆...

You are beautiful, sexy, smart and educated,
so you have every reason to believe in yourself.
You just love yourself, believe in yourself that you are the best
and can do anything and everything.
Dont accept or allow anybody to tell you
that you cant do this or that.
And when you do something try to do it at the best of your ability.
If you love your boyfriend,
love him like he has never been loved before.
Make him feel special.
And you must not allow anybody or anything
to destroy what you and your boyfriend are having together.
Make it last.
Simply try to give your best in everything that you do.
It’s just a simple reality of life.

After reading these words...
It let me cry...

有時候我只是不那麼愛自己...
有時候我只是期望太高...
有時候我只是太害怕別人的眼光...
有時候我只是焦慮現在自己該在什麼位置...
有時候我只是...
只是太懷疑自己的能力是否和大家所期待的一樣...

所以好多次我選擇逃跑...
所以好多次我選擇關起來...
所以好多次我選擇安靜...
我以為可以沒事...
也以為可以忘記...
更以為可以假裝從來..

慢慢走到現在...
看著週遭努力展開笑靨...
可是我還是疑惑...
疑惑現在的自己好不好夠不夠好...
就算我笑得很開心...
心還是氣喘吁吁需要大力呼吸...
我不想要看似自信其實底子很空虛...

親愛的我，很努力...
卻不知道該怎麼做好...
我真的不是故意非得要說那麼多不知道...

If the compliments that’s what I deserve...