從小到大
我好像...
只有傾聽別人訴苦的份...
幼稚園...
國小..
國中.....
到現在...
真正會聽我訴苦的...
有幾個？
我哥除了八卦之外不聽我講
BISS的朋友只是交友不交心...
為什麼會這樣？
世上的好人真的就那麼少...?!
我爸..我媽..
我外婆,阿姨,表妹們....
每個都向我抱怨過..
我總是聽...
我一直都在聽...
聽了,
不是敷衍了事...
是安慰, 是包容....
難道,
傾聽....
真的那麼難？
感覺...
這裡的人
都好膚淺....
都只在乎物質上的東西
人不重要？
心不重要？
靈很重要
感情很重要
感受... 也很重要....
but...
it’s just so hard for me to believe that they really cares about me!
why is that?!
what’s wrong with this world?
why is it so hard to find a friend who really cares about you?
why are people here so diferent from those people I’ve met?
well, I guess I’m just not that important to them.....
It’s feels like some times they like me and sometimes they don’t....
god....
i miss my friends back in Taipei...
not so mean,
listens to you,
care ablut you....
play together,
eat together,
laugh together,
cry together.....
why can’t i find a friend like that over here?
not even one!
I feel so bad...
It feels like no one cares about me...
I feel so lonely...
I wanna go back to Taipei...
even though I know that’s impossible...
cause I’ve asked for that for several times...
is BISS really that cool?
i don’t think so...
at least not at this moment...
they are so....
like non-grown ups
they act like little kids....
alwaws ”me first! ”
why wouldn’t they care about others?
is that so hard for them to do?
come on...
you guys can do much better than what you’ve done now....
we are all humans....
we should care for each others,
listen to them when they need....
and thats what I need right now....
all my friends back in taiwan are busy...
and i felt lonely...
i want to be a normal Taiwanese high school student...
want to live like them,
go to school like they do...
learn what they are learning,
think like their way,
act like buddies....
these are what my ”friends” are doing now...
although I know some of them wants to be like me...
go to an international school...
hey, you know what?
it’s not that great....
I rather go back....
even if there would be lots and lots of tests...
but... it’s just the way we learn...
life is boring here....
i can’t go out so some where interesting...
it’s not my home town!
i’m not that familiar with it...
i can’t hang out with my self like I used to....
i miss taipei...
that’s where home is....
that’s where friends are...
that’s where love is....
膚淺的人....
i can’t live with them....
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