從放假回到家之後,有一個多月的時間身邊總是和家人、男朋友相處在一起
現在一個人待在房裡,突然覺得有些孤單.......
原來捨不得的心情是這樣的?:(
心底漾起微笑,卻不禁一邊想著,如果那天回來的路上我沒有沉住氣會如何?
不停的咳嗽聲夾帶著鼻塞令我難受不已,
但你彷彿沒有聽見,
比起身體的不適,那天最難受的是心....
我的不安,總比想像中要灰暗一些
我知道這很不公平,
我愛賭氣,卻不准你跟我賭氣,
我心底總是希望你比我成熟一點,多讓我一點
一點點一點點,就算只多一點點也是可以的.....
多愁善感、優柔寡斷
在看完「戀愛沒有假期」後我們倆一致認為凱特溫斯蕾的角色實在和我頗像
”It doesnt’s matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join,
or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends...
You still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what
you did wrong or how you could misunderstood.
And how in the hell for that brief moment you could that you were that happy.
And sometimes you can even convince yourseif that he’ll see the light
and show up at your door.
And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new,
and you’ll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again.
And little pieces of your soul will finally come back.
And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted,
that will eventually being to fade.”
凱特溫斯蕾一口氣講的這一大段,也說進了我的心坎。
她關起門將前男友隔離在門的那頭時,
那莫名的欣喜也頻頻牽動我的心,
”就是那種感覺!”我在心中大喊著。
當然,會對這個角色有共鳴,並不是因我至今仍會優柔寡斷,
應該說,每當看到類似的角色或話語,總會被挑起些什麼吧,
被輕輕地撥動了一下心弦,不過,只是劃過而已,
我想我也能變得更有自信吧!
雖然電影終究是電影而已,短短的幾十分鐘,凱特溫斯蕾就想通了,
而真實人生啊,大概要花上數年,或者更久,
才能真正領會吧!:)
其實還滿躍躍欲試的呢,
每一天、每一星期、每一個月,看似平凡對我們卻都是挑戰的日子......:)
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