Dearest白熊:
不知怎地,又想起妳,如果有前輩子,我想我們關係一定匪淺,
可惜妳這輩子是女的,如果你是男的我一定倒追你(很沒意義的話)。
第一次認識你是在高二的分班後,那時英文老師要我們上台講一段話,
妳被點到了,上台很緊張在喘氣,我在台下卻覺得你很真,後來的妳
漸漸習慣上台講話,也越來越耍寶,下課身邊總是圍繞很多人,我很想認
識妳。
終於一次重新排位子妳就坐在我前面,那時候我的功課好到嚇死人
妳拿一張紙條遞過來,請我幫妳做讀書計畫,我欣喜若狂,那節上課我
都在想這件事,下課還問你幾點開始坐在書桌前,然後給你完美的魔人
讀書計畫,不過妳好像回家還要蹓狗,洗陽台,讀書計畫可能淹沒在狗
毛中。
之後妳的生活都在話劇社,我只能在早上升旗時藉著班長的地位以及
一號當糾察不會來,與二號的妳並肩站在操場上,譏哩瓜拉問妳家的事
情,看妳每天為了趕早自習騎三十分鐘的腳踏車然後汗流浹背站在熾熱
的操場上,很想幫你一些事,於是很天真的看著妳的腳踏車幫她取了一
個名字__“跑的快”,希望你只要踏一下下她就跑很遠了,不過你聽到軟
腳,覺得這個名字很土。
我還記得那時上課跟你傳紙條都寫英文,有一次吵架了還是什麼的,
那一整天我們都不講話,直到放學我背著書包要去火車站妳才給我一張紙條:
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I deeply attached to you, I think.
Maybe it is because you enjoy smiling and laughing;
maybe it’s because you easily burst into tears;
maybe it’s because you are smart and intelligent;
maybe it’s because you are thoughtful and symphathetic;
maybe it’s because you’ve seen through me totally.
You know my merits and shortcomings and almost everything
of mine. You seldom hide your feelings about my thoughts
and behaviors but reveal them to me.
Though sometimes I feel embarrassed and don’t want
to accept, I’m glad that you make me more aware of myself and
try to admit them or change them. What matters most
important are the time we have spent and the true light
you show me. I mean, I am pleased with you to be my best
friend and my guide of life. By the way, I like you
very much.
Uri 2000 12.29
P.S. Maybe I make some mistakes in grammar but please don’t
point them out.
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Do you know? I really bursted into tears on the train toward
my hometown reading this short letter.
I am so critical and not so wonderful as the one you describe.
However, I really cares you.
妳的腳傷不知道好了沒,幸好我還忘了一支傘在妳家,
下次我會跑到關渡偷偷去找妳,妳一定要陪我吃飯,所以腳要趕快好,
不然妳又要再欠我一次了。
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