嵐 【慈悲喜捨】 讓人快樂，就是慈；同情他人，就是悲；心無煩惱，就 是喜；把自己所知告訴他人就是捨。 ~~~~~ 恭錄 證嚴法師‧靜思語 ~~~~~

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晚上老公回來後很熱絡地擁抱她, 傳達了他這兩天對她的思念,
只是她還一直在想自己的事, 忍不住跟他說「如果因為我嫁給你,
所以必須在你家盡那些義務, 那我們離婚吧! 我們相愛可以同居,
但我不想再承擔那些義務了, 你同意嗎?」
他聽完後無言地鬆開了擁著她的雙手, 陷入了痛苦的深思。
當晚她也不再逼他答覆這個棘手的問題, 她已經表達了她的想法,
就看他的意見如何了。

到了隔天早上兩人各自去上班, 可是仍然沒聽到他的答覆,
於是她一早在辦公室e-mail給他, 希望能得到他的支持,
「Dear Benson, Please understand it’s the least words for me to say ”divorce”!
And I love you more than anything, even myself. I can lose my life for you!
But please also understand that I want to be free. I already waste my life in the past.
From now on, please let me to live as I want it to be. I would like to remind you
those past time, I always try to meet your requirements and your family requests.
I accompanied with you to play tennis, dancing although I was not glad to go.
And every Lunar New Year, I tried to do my best to buy the foods and
went back to cook the meals as soon as I came from the last working day,
I never be late to go back even I was totally exhausted after a whole day’s busy works!
I always wonder why should I do so many tried works to make me so unhappy
year after year?
Do you want me to be continuously unhappy on every Lunar New Year of the future?
I agree with you that a couple should have the same hobby and entertainment.
And we already did it ! I’m appreciated for your effort!
All your support and patience make me love you more and more!
Do you know that I can’t live without you now! But for the freedom,
it forces me to give up the marriage to throw over your family burden.
I love you and we still can live together, just like a friend, a lover!
I don’t mean to hurt you but wish you can sympathize my situation, O.K.? 」

當天由於是過年後第一天上班, 老闆早上就宣佈中午請客-喝春酒,
正當她從洗手間回來準備跟大家一起出去時, 同事告訴她, 老公來電話了,
而且聽他的口氣好像發生了大事, 要她下午馬上請假跟他回去。她心裡有數,
故馬上回電話給他, 電話的另一頭傳來了他幾乎近於哽咽的聲音問
「下午妳請假,我們出去好好聊聊好嗎? 我文筆不如妳,
我無法用寫的來表達我的想法, 我現在好痛苦! 我無法等到下班了!
妳請假好不好?」聽見他哽咽的聲音, 她的心也碎了
「你哭啦?…… 其實我的想法很簡單嘛, 我又不是要跟你分開,
我們和以前一樣同住在一起, 只不過沒有婚約罷了,
這樣我就不必回去盡媳婦的義務了, 如此一來我們的關係不是比較單純嗎?
你為什麼要那麼傷心?」她只聽到他不斷地喘息著, 一直試著不哭出聲,
他再也說不出話來了, 於是她放棄在電話裡與他談這件事,
「好! 不說了! 你現在馬上來接我吧!」