Supermassive black hole 吃一口一口 喝一杯一杯 玩一天一天 樂一圈一圈

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我是一粒沙嗎
當我說我不希望自己是怎麼樣的偉大
我只希望被覆蓋掩埋
你把我捏起來
貼在卡片上
裝飾的漂漂亮亮
但我終究是一粒沙
我是nobody
被你包裝成somebody
價值不變
角度鏡頭運轉了
他們看到的是我旁邊閃閃發光的包裝紙
not me!
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我收到一封信
說我太久沒回去
包裹無人簽收
放在鐵路旁邊的郵局包裹倉庫
沉澱腐爛或蒸發消失
我幻想我似乎有什麼東西是在幾年之後可以打開來的
我現在不會去拿
你可以拿去丟
都可以
我什麼都不期待
但處處都充滿驚喜
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你是誰？無所不在的侵襲
不斷找尋、只為代替
閉起眼睛、寫滿名字的牆壁
是我的筆跡
而你在哪裡?

你把那裡放進口袋裡
縫補的痕跡太精密
翻來覆去、沒有勇氣
剪開來鑽進去
借一些魔法的神秘
沿著車邊碰觸突出點
這樣就可以感動不已

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告訴我我要走多遠
才能和你靠近一點
每當我閉上眼
你的影子覆蓋一層灰
亮晶晶的都被遺棄在一邊
每當我睜開眼
你卻依舊眼前
微笑看我點點頭抿著嘴

我相信有一天你會發現
不管在天涯海角
我的口袋裡都有你照片
而我看一眼就能繼續朝夢想起飛

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我們約定再次見面要喊出對方的名
在這顆數下深埋我們給彼此的信
青春被土壤吸收浸濕腐爛然後不見了
可明年我還是站在這裡等你
拆開那個信封裡面只寫著 後 會 有 期
我讀這三個字看不出意義
卻好像告訴我

你總可以拋開所有而我不行
我還是來到這裡
看完信然後安心
我可以遵守完約定然後走了
繼續下面的日子
好像中間的日曆一樣撕去
可數字在我心裡並沒有留下痕跡
不管寫多少個備註和p.s
你知道的
數字堆積只為了這天的到來
而你留下潦草字跡只是讓我清醒
我不能擦掉
但他一瞬間已腐爛了
一張紙而已
很輕很輕

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EverywhereWritten:Michelle Branch/John Shanks

這首歌則是紀錄
從10/5~10/11的背景音樂
每天聽三十次

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're never there
But when I sleep you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone
I am not alone
Whoa, oh, oooh, oh

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone
'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
it's you I breathe
You're everything I know
that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?