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(這是去年寫的，存在草稿裡。我幾乎都忘記自己寫過這些了。)

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以為

你以為
我是弱的

我寧願
你知道我的所有脆弱

而這就是我
所有的堅強


你以為
我是受制的

我寧願
你知道我的所有臣服

而這就是我
所有的真心


我是你的以為
也不是你的以為

如同你不是我的以為
而我也無法以為你
也不想以為

我想知道
真實如是的你
心裡沒說的話


未知的旅程
不需說出的祝福
沒有過去的笑容
忘記未來的希望

我不知道
你的心
我不知道
自己的心

而宇宙說
這一切的所有可能
就是生命的解答了

2011.10.25
rainstream

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h.a.t.e.u



2012.2

稍早我聽到一首歌
明明是充滿愛意的
歌名卻是H.A.T.E.U.

每每在心裡放棄的時候
心裡想要離開的時候
喜歡的人卻天外飛來一筆可能性

讓人不知道這一切究竟是發生了什麼事了呢？
同時卻也找到另一首溫暖代表自己內心的歌【kiss of life】

這就是人生呀

好多時候希望一切可以清楚一點

當我很清楚的時候
喜歡的人後退了

我不清楚的時候
喜歡的人前進了一點點


這是我們熟悉的愛與恐懼的舞步？
或是人生就是這樣矛盾迷人、充滿張力的舞？

多像這首歌
說是恨
說如此想要離開
卻有更多難以離開的愛戀



Once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
Something got a hold of us and we changed
And then you sat alone in pride
And I sat at home and cried
How'd our fairytale just end up this way

We went round for round til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring, not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I
Why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like i do
Still can't shake you off (Still can't shake you off)
I can't wait to break through
These emotional changes
Seems like such a lost 'cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you down so low
there's no place left to go

I can't wait to hate you
Ooh ohh

Ooh this was a love phenomenon no one could explain
And i wish I could press reset and feel that feeling again
I sit and press rewind
And watch us every night
Wanna pause it but I can't make it stay (Just gotta let it play)

We went round for round til' we knocked love out
We were laying in the ring not making a sound
And if that's a metaphor of you and I (I)
Why is it so hard to say goodbye (why's it so hard)

I can't wait to hate you
Make you pain like i do
Still can't shake you off (Still can't shake you off)
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you, (oh, oh, oh, oh)
break you down so low
There's no place left to go

I can't wait to hate you
ohh ohh ohh

No need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
Matter fact I think I'm moving away (away)
Sorry the frustration's got me feeling a way
And I just keep having one last thing to say

And I just wanna hold you,
Touch you, feel you, be near you
I miss you baby baby baby (baby baby baby)
I'm tired of tryin' to fake through
But there's nothing I can do
Boy I can't wait to hate you

I can't wait to hate you (ooooooooooooooh)
Make you pain like I do
Still can't shake you off (Still can't shake you off)
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes
Seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you (oh, oh, oh, oh)
break you down so low
there's no place left to go
I can't wait to hate you baby
Ohh, oh-oh, ohh

I can't wait to H-A-T-E you
Cause right now I need you
Can't wait to make you go