Sometime I do hate you, but most of time I love you for sure.
It's been almost 4 years,
remembering the first time i met you, we were at Roxy 99.
You were sitting there sipping your drink and saying nothing,
with your black coat on, and your red hair.
For some reason, I was enjoying this "quiet" atmosphere between 2 sides of the table,
and there wasn't any distance between you and me at all.
Then we went out for the dinner in the thai restaurant at shi-da;
then we start going to Roxy 99 every week;
then we met a lot of interesting people,
then we exchange the phone number.
It was great fun for sure, really great.
Then you got the new job,
the job that you need to keep yourself busy and work really hard for it.
Since we all know what happened before you took the job,
I was happy for you that you finally find the way to focus on the new thing,
and not the man we all know anymore.
But I start getting confused by something I can't really explain,
and I'm still looking for the answer now as well.
I guess maybe that after a while, you start being friend with someone who got a lot of character,
sometime you get annoyed by every tiny little things they do.
Maybe because the courage of the way they express their own opinion?
Maybe because they know what their final goal will be?
I don't know, but I don't think I'm gonna trying to understand like what we all used to do to ourself. No more explanations.
Anyway,
thanks for standing on my bf's side when I always TRYING to destroy his little world, lol.
And thanks for the whole "LOVE" atmosphere you make everyone feel all the time.
Oh, right,
also the shit text message from me after I had a fight with Andy at mid night or early morning,
thanks for being generous and kind.
But for me,
you will always be the girl with pony tails red hair who sit at the corner of the table,
sipping your drink, without saying anything.
Even though you think you're the BITCH sometime,
but aren't we all? :)
All the best in your NEW New York life,
trying to not become one of those motha fucka,
and come back soon!!
Xoxo,
Bevis.
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