Watching L word is quite a experience!
I saw ppl love, making love and screwed their own love life..
My love life is a crap at this moment, but it seemed to be the bad situation that I always wanted! Having someone on my mind while that someone having strong self control and realise dating me would be the worst mistake she could possibily make in her lifetime.
She is right, I mean this is kind of perfect for me. I need that someone to lock my heart meanwhile i dont want to hurt anybody whenever i decide to quit the relationship. So it is better not to walk into a relationship i guess.
Proposing to a persone doesnt necessarily means I am asking her to be with me and stay in a relationship. For me proposing is to say what do you feel for that person and relationship is another completely different issues. Relationship is more like a promise to me, asking ppl to date me means I probably thought of be with you for the long run.
Apparently i have no experience of thinking through all the above before i walked into the relationship in the past. Hopefully this time it will work~
To Hsiao-Yei
I really like you and miss you deeply in my heart. I know I wont be able to fulfill what you want in a relationship but I am confident that I will bring smile to your life.
Friends is distance that works better for me. Even i dont know where am i going to be myself, how could i make any promise to u. I act as if i am playing, cos getting serious will get us nowhere.
I realy wish i could have more chance to tell u how much i like u and how wonderful u r! So u can be more comfortable with yourself and ace your relationship in the future.
Good Luck and Really miss u ~
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