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MY COMPUTER GOT PROBLEM RECENTLY, SO I CAN’T USE THE COMPUTER PROPERLY. I CAN’T SURF ON INTERNET, I CAN’T TALK WITH MY FRIENDS, I CAN’T DO MY HOMEWORK, I CAN’T HANG OUT WITH MY COMPUTER, I CAN’T WATCH MY FAVOURITE TV PROGRAMME... I AM GOING TO FREAK OUT! I FELT A LITTLE BIT CONFUSED OF MYSELF... I FELT THAT I LOST A PART OF MY LIFE...

I THINK I WILL TRAVEL TO JAPAN ONE MONTH LATER, (I CAN’T SURE THAT BECAUSE I DON’T HAVE THE TICKET IN MY HAND YET) FOR VISITING MY FRIEND WHO IS STUDYING THERE, FOR SHOPPING, FOR RELAXING.

THE JAPANESE AND FRENCH COURSES ARE GOING TO BEGIN NEXT MONTH. MY FRIENDS ASKED ME, "WHY DO YOU USE SO MUCH TIME FOR STUDYING?" THE ONLY THING I CAN SAY IS: "I DON’T KNOW!" HONESTLY, I AM NOT SURE WHAT I WANNA DO, I WANT TO STUDY? OR I WANT TO KILL TIME?

I TRY TO ASK MYSELF WHEN I AM ALONE, I THINK I AM GOING TO ESCAPE FROM THE WORLD, SO I KILL MY TIME WITH ANYTHING WHICH WORTH TO PAY, THAT’S WHY I KEEP STUDYING...

I DON’T KNOW WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY... I AM SO CONFUSING... MY ENGLISH LEVEL IS NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO PRESENT MY FEELING IN ENGLISH... AND I WILL DELETE THIS MESSAGE WHEN I FEEL BETTER...