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Are you happy now?

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有的人,對我來說,他是唯一,但對他來說,我卻有千千萬萬個複雜品,不算特別.

有的人,曾經以為我是他最重要的人,原來,最重要這個位置也會被插隊.

感情是真的,只是不夠真而已.

當家庭和朋友都背棄我的時候,我會用這黑白的眼睛看這個單調的世界.



其實,我有病.

i am surviving , but not living.

我害怕空間太小,無數個晚上被困在一個比棺材還小的空間,轉不了身,手不能動,腳也不能伸,寂靜的空間,除了呼吸聲,還聽到了自己的心跳聲.

就是這種安靜侵蝕了人的意志.

什麼時候才是終點?

我也害怕空間太大,太空曠的地方總顯得人很渺小,無力掌握身邊的一切,沒有安全感的感覺,真差!

閉上眼睛的時候,大多都在這兩個空間徘徊,無力的感覺讓我更珍惜我睜開眼的時間.
大家都說我越來越好了,呵呵....是啊,我給你們看到了你們想看到的畫面,Are you happy now?

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a.y
Hi
What`s going on that made you so depress after just a short while?
I wonder if you can agree of this or not; there`s no such thing as &quottrue self&quot in social life-- its what you did and how people react upon those actions you made defines who you are (sadly, its never about who you think or how you know about yourself)
Let me put it this way; What you mention in your post its a matter of &quotskill&quot --on how to cop with the outside, its a technical arrangement,its not wise if you put too many personal feelings in it.
And about your true self, that`s no one can take it away from you, so please try not to change yourself in order to please others coz` there are so many people to please and you are only you.
If there are someone lead you to that depression, just forgive them and let go. Coz they don`t know what they have done and why they do so either.

Cheer up! You are so young to conclude yurself

a.y.
2007-02-22 11:20:04
ninimo
這讓人......很難過耶
要過的很快樂,好嗎?
2007-05-31 10:45:09
否 是 (若未登入"個人新聞台帳號"則看不到回覆唷!)
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